Regret

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Christina pov
Ring ring ring, ring ring ring. For some reason Four is calling me. I pick up my phone and answer it.

"Hey why are you calling me so late"? I ask a little too unhappy.
"There was an accident" he says. As soon as he says that my eyes open wide and I start shooting him questions.
"Who was it"? "What happened"? "Did it exclude any one we know of"? "Is it serious"? "On a scale from one to ten do I need my emergency make up case"?
He pauses dead in what he was about to say when I asked him the last question. I mean if someone face was all jacked up u would want me to fix it.
" It was Shauna" he says in a whisper likes he's afraid to say it.
She- she got into an accident and the police found get body in a car crash so they took her to the emergency room but they got there too late. By the time they hooked get up to the machine they couldn't find any brain waves" he sobs going through the story. I can't believe this, I start sobbing out of no where , I can't stop. So many people that I have cared about in my life, their gone. Tris, Lynn,Marlene, Uriah,Will, Al, both of my parents, my sister Rose, and now Shauna . I just can't take anymore I shout at the top of my lungs. Why is he doing this to me, is this some kind of trick that God is playing on me? To test how strong I really am? I've been through so much, I think I might just end my own life.
Fine, you win. This is what you wanted me to do right? Take away my life like u did as a sacrifice? Just give me a sign, all I need is a sign I cry out.
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