Pain for me is when something becomes so heart breaking that it makes me cry. Whether it was a experience or just myself. We are our own worst bully right? Wrong. Some of us want to think good things about ourselves but there are those who just don't let it happen.
Fear of losing someone or just scared in general. Fear im losing everyone in my life or maybe i already have. All i can do is stand here and watch as they all leave because i pushed them away. That is life i guess. People come and go.
Hope for a better life. Hope that one day i can escape a broken home to create a stable one. Hope that one day i can be the person that i need to be for a family who i have created myself. Hope that one day i can keep people in my life without hurting or pushing anyone away.
Im always hoping. Some people get to the point were all hope is lost and all you have is regret or sadness or pity. Am i there yet?
