Vulnerable
That's such a scary word
That's how you've always made me feel
I feel like I have to be careful of the things I say, like I'm walking on egg shells.
I don't want to hurt you or lead you on
I hate the person I am.
I've never felt so alone
I miss our times back home.
I never felt alone with you.
I have this fantasy of us being as close as we were back then.
And having the van life with our animals.
I miss the love we had. Our friendship love.
I've never been able to love you the way you deserve. And for that I'm sorry.
But you've always been my best friend.
My rock, my one constant
So I'll keep walking on egg shells if that means you'll stay in my life.
You're the one thing I'm scared to lose forever. Besides my mimi and dog.
You
My very best friend.
My rock the waves
My better half, my beautiful, smart, crazy, reckless best friend.
Never change.
