Hug Me

VII- HELP

⚠️see this is important👇👇👇

⚠️This chapter will be heavier as it will include something that can hurt

So please, if you couldn't read more, stop at least until this part of the story is over, I'll leave signs at the beginning and at the end.⚠️

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A week went by and I couldn't even talk about us with Jair.
He returned, but ends up disappearing like before.
Sometimes he helped me in training and those were the only times we talked, otherwise it was like I didn't exist.

Jonas and I were already fine, but our relationship was more polite, as I'll explain, we didn't even play with each other, fights between words to see who offended the most didn't exist anymore...
Jonas changed this week, I'm not going to lie I liked the way he was before, even though he was a complete idiot, he was the only person who could get me out of my comfort zone...
I miss being able to run away from my "I", in those days I understood that Jonas was that door to free me from the things that overloaded me and didn't make me move on...
I find it hard to believe that such words are dedicated to him, but what can I do? I can lie to everyone but myself, because in the back of my mind I can recognize it.

At that moment, only my footsteps echoed down the hall.
The soldiers were training while I went to get my camera.
I took the key to open the door to my room, which was completely dark, ran my hand along the smooth wall looking for the switch.

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I felt a big push that made me fall back on the floor.
I touched the spot where I was bruised and moans came out of my mouth, but then I noticed the tall black figure standing in the middle of the darkness.

-Who are you?- I broke the silence of the room- Why did you do that?! You hurt me! - No response was heard back.
I was getting scared, sure that figure before me was a soldier, but what did he do outside of training?

More footsteps were heard, he was approaching me.

-Jonas if it's you, stop playing, it's not funny anymore!.

I tried to get up but fell backwards, the pain was too much to bear.

The figure came very close to me and grabbed me throwing me on the bed.

-What are you doing, please stop.- It sure wasn't Jonas, my tears started to fall down my face.

He placed himself on top of me and touched my face with his cold hands, wiping away the tears.
I was scared and I didn't even have a reaction to think about what to do or what I should do, my body ended up under that unknown.

The figure started moving his hands to the collar of my shirt and in the quick hirt moment he ripped my shirt off.

He started groping my breasts and biting and kissing me hard.
I started to go into a mixture of emotion, fear, yearning from all the emotion I couldn't even describe, I tried to push him away from me but he grabbed my arms above my head so tightly I couldn't even feel my arms. pulses.

My legs lost strength,
my moans were requests for help, with the other hand he covered my mouth and that's when I lost the will to live.
This figure was controlling my body, touching it and taking advantage...

It wasn't mine anymore.

With my eyes I tried to look for a way out and the only one that came to mind was him.
I gave up not knowing that my eyes were slowly closing as I was abused in that dark room.
No one will hear my cry for help in that darkness.

"I need to go, get me out of here, please"

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Before I lost all consciousness, I could feel someone wrapping a shirt around my body and carrying me out of that room.
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the next morning

I opened my eyes, put my hand on my head due to the big headache I was feeling at the moment, I looked at the nightstand and there was a glass of water with a pill, everything I needed, I tried to get up but it was an attempt that failed, loud moans came out of my mouth, I looked at my wrists they were full of marks, then the memories came back to my mind, of that day before.
I started to cry, I heard footsteps coming out of the bathroom that was in the room, I quickly hid under the sheets.

-Leave please!- I screamed crying.
The footsteps stopped, the safer I felt.

-Raven is me- that voice

Jonas sat beside me on the bed.

-Please don't touch me- I begged crying.

-Raven, I'm not going to let anyone touch you and I'm not going to touch you either.-In his voice I could feel how he was hating it as much as I did

-When I catch him, I'm going to kill him for hurting you like this.- Jonas got up from the bed, but I was quicker to take his hand.

-Please don't let me, stay with me- More tears fell from my face, my eyes meet theirs asking for protection

Jonas sat back down, I could feel how worried he was.
He reached out to touch me, but then pulled back, and I quickly took his hand and placed it on my face, feeling the comforting heat, my eyes closed enjoying the caress.
But I could still feel the fear he was feeling.

-Are you okay with that?
I opened my eyes, Jonas was looking at me with a soft look on her face.

-It's okay, I trust you...- I said simply, Jonas opened his mouth to speak but his words didn't come out.

- How much did he touch me? - As much as going back to that subject made my throat tear, I had to know, I couldn't remember anything else since I passed out.
Jonas clenched his jaw.

-I didn't let him touch it, but I also didn't get there long enough before he ripped off his shirt, I'm sorry I didn't come sooner- I saw how sorry he was for leaving me, he turned his face away so I could I couldn't see it, but I did, Jonas shed a tear from those soft brown eyes.

-You arrived on time, you arrived when you could and I'm more than grateful you were there-My hand gripped his and our fingers crossed.

- It was you that I thought while I was going through all this... I wanted you to come and save me.
Today I knew that, I had let Jonas into my heart like a great friend.

-Why do I feel like you're comforting me when it should be me?-Jonas turned to me.
His eyes felt like they were carrying gallons of water, but he tried to hold back.

Didn't know what to say..
But I wanted my action to explain what my mouth couldn't.
I placed my finger over his eye as I stroked, under Jonas's eyelashes the tears flowed like a river, always spilling they seemed to have no end.

-You are very strong, you know that - Jonas said as he placed his on top of mine, I could feel him take my hand away from his face was when I felt a light kiss being placed on my palm, Jonas warmed my heart- You you know you can count on me forever, show me everything that's in you, everything that makes you cry I'll be your cover to protect you in these cold days, let me know you.

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As there are people who can be so cruel as to make believe that a woman's body does not belong to her, but to him.
Jonah is proof that not all men on earth are like that.
There are many good people, but just like bad people, we shouldn't judge others for wrong actions that other people have done...
The man is necessary for the life of the woman, as she is for him.
And so in reverse.

But we already accept these days that love is not chosen by the physical but by the interior...

Whatever the options, they shouldn't be judged, but supported, because loving is a good feeling and there's nothing wrong with that.

Please feel free to love whoever you want.✨♥️