⚠️mentions of verbal and some physical abuse⚠️(will be stated at the start of each chapter)
Young-Jae and Dae were twins. Young-Jae was an idol under jyp entertainment. That was until he was in a car crash. Dae took over for him. And it changes her...
(For later in the chapter) F/M = Favourite Member O/M = Other Member
~January 19th 2019~
Mr Park has still yet to talk to me about the court dates with my parents. I was a little stressed out but was back with the group.
After a few months I came back to the group just before Christmas and ended up going to Busan with Jeongin and spending it with him. While I was there I got along with his little brother who was 12 at the time. Jeongin says we got a long because of my child-like nature. But a good thing is that my big sister Areum was able to find a cheap flight from Tokyo to Busan. So I got to spend some time with her. She left right after Christmas to go visit Jae in the hospital and get the stuff from our parents. Once she was done there she brought the Christmas stuff back to Busan but she mailed the other stuff to the dorms.
But away from that. The whole group is in Thailand. For our world tour. It's starting today. I haven't done a performance in front of someone since my audition.
I sat backstage in my first stage outfit which I liked. Jae asked me to draw some outfits for something before he debuted and I never knew what it was until today. He was asking me to draw stage outfits.
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(What Dae/Jae is wearing)
I was sat in a chair while one of my makeup artist was doing makeup how she would do it for Jae.
"Do you think we could start adding glitter to my makeup? Like we could start with small amounts" I suggest while looking in my mirror at what's she's doing.
"Yeah of course Mr Jeon. How do you feel about just like a shimmer in the inner corner" she suggests. I nod
"Thank you Noona" I thanked her with a smile.
"Of course Mr Jeon" she said with a slight blush from my smile.
"Noona please don't call me Mr Jeon. You can just call me Jae or J-J" I tell her.
"Yes of course Mr J- Of course Jae. " she corrected herself. She turned around and went to look for a shimmery eyeshadow.
I turned to Felix who was beside me. He was on of the members that didn't know. The members that don't know as of now as Felix Changbin, and Seungmin.
"Jae come with me for a bit" Felix says while standing up.
"Excuse me for just a moment Noona" I say to my makeup artist. She nods and I follow Felix into the hallway. Once we were alone he hugged me and held my head in his hands.
