Quote of the day :- love is not blind , it sees you in the dark and chooses to be your light .
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The cries of the baby fills the hospital room making the man's heartbeat to quicken who was pacing back and forth due to the anxiety building up in him . He was so nervous when his wife was dragged into the OT unconscious , the thoughts of losing his only love was at it's peak . He would have destroyed the whole hospital if it was not for that one man he calls as his wife's best friend to stop him .
The nurse comes out smiling as she says ,
"Congratulations sir , you are blessed with a baby boy " the male nods and asks ,
"How is sara , I need to meet her " the urgency and aggression makes the nurse to feel weird cause it's the first time she is seeing a man who is so careless towards his son and is damn worried about his wife . She composes herself before saying ,
"She fell unconscious again sir as soon as the baby was delivered but she is doing fine . It will take her a few hours to regain her consciousness considering the fact that her pregnancy from the start was complicated " the male doesn't utter a word and the nurse walks inside .
He sits on the chair all lost that is until the same nurse comes and tells him to meet the baby boy . With heavy steps , he walks inside the OT to see the boy who is lying in the crib . The boy's eyes catch his as soon as he walks closer and a giggle leaves the baby's lips seeing his daddy . Without giving any reaction , he turns towards the bed which is still covered in blood that was lost during the delivery and takes in a deep breath . Looking at the baby again , he is so sure that he hates that little thing who gave this much trouble to his honey more than anything in the world , though he knows that baby is his own son .
Days pass by , sara tries her best to make the man understand that it's normal to have complications during pregnancy and she is now fine , it is not their baby's mistake but that only angers the male more to the point that his frequency and intensity of abusing his dear wife in the name of love increases . The little boy used to hear everything without acknowledging what is going on .
On one fine day , when the boy was around 4 years old , his dad finally had the best of him because of him always being the hurdle between him and his honey , always having his Honey's attention , always being clingy to her , he had enough so he took the boy and left him at the door of orphanage far away from his Honey's approach . That was the day sara lost all her hope in her husband and gave up on everything, even her life .
Taehyung rocks himself back and forth in his own dark room , sitting on his bed . His mother's words keep ringing in his ears haunting him like a nightmare .
You are no less disgusting than your father Kim Taehyung ,
He just can't brush it off . His mother whom he love since day one of his life is so disgusted by him all because he was trying to save his only love from those filthy hands of that bastard .
He knew sara is his mother since the day he saw her in his house that morning but neither of them took a step towards each other until today cause both of them were afraid . One was afraid because she never knew if her son remembers her and the other one was afraid because he knew he is no less disgusting than his own father .
He never wants to be like him but circumstances made him , that's a different story .
Staring at the only picture he has of the little family of his , he finally lets his tears fall down . He wants to harm himself for doing something that stupid in front of his love and his mother but he had lost it totally and he knows that he deserves it after his guilty act , but something in him is stopping him from harming himself . He can't bring his mind to that road and let his hands lead the way , he just can't .
The Kim Taehyung who never knew how it feels to cry over something is now crying over his own misery while sitting in his room which is currently as darkly illuminated as his own life .
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Baby talk to me please , sara softly says to the boy who is having hard time controlling himself . He has not talked to anyone since he witnessed that dreadful scene . He feels numb , out of senses to say or do anything by his own .
His boyfriend , his hyungie tried to kill someone right in front of his own eyes just because that boy was proposing to him , that is something that shook him badly . His hyungie is the boy his moon has chosen for him , how can his moon's choice for him be this wrong , he has no idea .
E-eomma , please c-can I have s-some alone time ? He finally asks looking at the lady with pleading eyes , his eyes speaking facts more than he himself can convey by words .
Sure thing baby . Take care , if you need me I'll be downstairs ok ? Jungkook nods . Sara kisses him on his forehead and leaves .
Jungkook stands up and walks to his balcony with shaky legs . He sits on the floor and looks at the sky which is now turning dark , The sun already drowned itself in the horizon making the moon rise . He looks at the moon shining right across him and a soft smile makes its way to his lips as he speaks ,
I miss you moon , I miss you so much . I know you have not left me alone but still know that no one can take your place here , he says pointing towards his heart .
You know nothing is going well since you left moon . My t-taehyungie , he pauses after taking his name which feels like a dreadful task to him , he , he tried to kill someone today . Eomma I never knew he is capable of doing so . I am so scared of him right now moon but you know I love him too . I don't know what to do . I need you here with me moon I am scared , he talks and talks his heart out in front of no one . It is just moon and him . Tears accumulate in his eyes with each word but he doesn't want to show it to his moon so he tries his best to collect them in . After his limit he fails and cries badly for straight an hour sitting there on the balcony .
After an hour or so finally he decides to get up . Looking at the moon for the last time , he smiles softly . Though none of his questions are answered , he is feeling too lit and good to describe , Indeed no one can fill up a mother's place in a child's heart .
He comes back to his bedroom and decides to take a nap until his eyes catch a phone , particularly taehyung's phone which he had picked up right after taehyung pinned rome on the wall and his phone fell down . As he is about to divert his attention , a message beeps and his curious mind makes him peek in . The words make him freeze again ,
Good evening sir , as you had asked I interrogated the people about the rome boy and I am sending you the reports . I am really sorry on my behalf as I am already two days late sir .
Jungkook's mind clouds with thoughts as he takes the phone and unlocks it , of course he knows the password but he never intended to invade his boyfriend's privacy . Checking in the message box , the phone falls down from his hand as his eyes catches the second contact and the message that was sent ,
Enjoying yourself pretty boy ,
I am here to remind you that no matter how many boys are around you , you will always belong to me ,
The reason of his fears and his peace was always and always taehyung only , he realised the thing at this moment .
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Shadow Of Darkness ||Taekook||
Fanfiction||Completed|| One wrong decision completely changed his life , the life which was magical for him became dark and miserable just because of one shadow . A shadow that followed him wherever he went . A shadow that took everyone who was once his loved...
