Escape From Reality (N.H)

chapter one

Gemini.

The next day I woke up feeling so much better then the day before. Because of my disorder it sometimes makes me think I'm really tired. But in reality I'm not.

The disorder I have is a very rare one. It doesn't even have a name just yet. Not even a cure. For any other person, messages gets sent to the brain when you want it to. For example. When you want to walk. A message is sent to the brain as soon as you walk. But for me the messages that get sent to the brain I don't even know about. I would get up and make a cup of tea without even wanting one.

Once I made myself some coffee. I don't even like coffee. It's like I get controlled.

Today will be the last day of babysitting for a while. It also means that I will be able to get tickets for one direction. I'm happy about that. I just need to find someone to come with me.

I don't have many friends. But the friends I do have don't really like one direction that much.

I was sat in the front room reading a book waiting for daisy and jay to be dropped off. They were such good kids. They even have their own play room up in the spare room. Jay is turning 14 I'm a few months. This means that he will be aloud to look after daisy. I will be sad with them not coming over. They are like my little brother and sister.

There was a faint knock on the door. I smiled putting my book down. As i walked the the door I heard whispering. 'I know! Let's hide from her jay!' I knew that was Daisy's voice. I giggled slightly waiting a few seconds before wandering the door giving them a chance to hide.

"Hell- oh. I wonder where jay and daisy are? Hmm" I raised my eyebrow at Jen who is their mum. She smiled slightly as I looked round the garden. Clearly they were hidden behind the tree where I looked last. " oh no. I can't find them. I suppose I have to eat my ice cream all on my own Jen!" I explained. My voice going high as I started walking in. There was a wave of whispers. "Come on jay I want ice cream!!" The small girl came running out clinging onto my hips. "Gem gem I want ice cream. Please!!" She spoke loudly. Not long after jay strolled out from behind the tree as if nothing had happened.

"Come on. There's enough ice cream for you all" I laughed watching them run into the kitchen waiting for me. I turned back to Jen. "Thank you so much for having them Gemini! Let me know if there are any problems" she spoke walking away. "Will do. Don't worry Jen. I will talk to you later" I shouted behind her before closing the door.

I rushed into the kitchen getting the ice cream out. I didn't bother putting them into separate bowls. That just makes it boring. "Who wants ice cream!" I shouted playfully. I smiled wide as daisy and jay shouted. "Me me me!!" I placed the tub and their spoons next to them. I admire these kids. I would love kids of my own one day. "Gem gem are you not eating any ice cream. It's melting!" Jay asked smiling wide. I laughed slightly. "I would never go without ice cream.!" With that I took my first bit of ice cream.

My whole day went like that. A lot if me going into my own world thinking of what It would be like to have kids of my own.

The kids was now in there spare room taking a short nap before Jen gets here. I was scrolling through my tumblr. So many people wanted to see what I looked like.

I wasn't really anything special. I have shoulder length brown hair. I never did much with it. I have brown eyes and a curvy body. I'm not exactly skinny. But I'm proud of that. I was born with fat. I will die with fat as well. That's my saying.