meaningless love

Bullies

**TW**

*Shins POV*

I wake up at 3AM to hear my parents arguing again they also do this I sigh and get my phone and open Spotify and get my headphones and listen to music music helps me forget about my bad life it calms me down I hear a sound of glass breaking and then everything goes quiet this happens every night so I dont care that much I close my eyes and try to go back to sleep.

6am.

I wake up to my alarm going off and I pick up my phone too look at the time 6:00am "I guess I should get ready for school" I say to myself and start to get out bed and go to head to my bathroom and then shower. After I got done showering I brushed my teeth and my hair then got dressed I go into my room to get my bag I see the blade on my desk and question if I should bring it I hesitate for while then just bring it I walk out of my room and go to my door "bye mom I'm going to school now" I quietly say "I don't care piece of shit now leave before I make you"my mom responds I sigh and wake out the door and get my keys then lock it then I walk to school.

**Musume's aka one of the bullies POV**

I walk to school with my girls gossiping about that emo weirdo shin "OMG girls I heard that werid guy shin is gay and he brings a blade to school"I say "OMG ew he's gay what a freak and why would he bring a blade that's kinda scary what if he's gonna hurt someone that was be sooo badies!" Kokoro says "OMGGS I think he's gonna cut him self with the blade or something such a suicidal freak LOLs" Hana says we all laugh "for reals! He's so werid why would anyone wanna hurt themselves such a weirdo and a fag "I say everyone laughs "he's a dumbass emo fag" Kashiko says "for reals!" Hoshiko says as we all get our lockers and change our shoes as we all go to the roof to gossip more. "girlies I have an idea to make him stop being a gay ass freak" Hana says...

Class time

**Shin pov**

I walk to class looking at the floor I feel so sad lately and numb god I could really use my blade right now it would make everything feel better. I walked into my classroom and sat in my sit I sat next to this guy named Umeji Im pretty scared of him he's a delinquent I'm pretty sure the delinquents and bullies are like a duo or whatever so I really don't wanna mess with any of them because I would probably be a sensitive little baby and cry when I get home after getting beaten up by them but anyways who cares I sigh and listen to the teacher teach the lesson.

Lunch time

The bell rings and I put away my stuff and try to leave the classroom when I bump into Umeji "i-im s-so sorry I-i swear I d-didnt mean too p-please don't hurt me"I say scared Umeji looks me in the eyes "Hey hey it's okay I won't hurt you it was my fault anyway" he says I'm shocked why is he so kind? "oh o-okay t-thank you"I say then run off I get my blade out and run to the mens restroom and start cutting my wrist fuck why did I do that it's all my fault it's all my fault I looked like a idiot I think to myself as tears start forming fuck anyone could come in right now they could see me cutting blood starts filling my wrist "S-shin" I hear Umeji say fuck "I-i um please don't tell anyone" I say blood is dripping on the floor at this point Umeji looks at me worried and then everything is black.

**Umeji POV**
I see shin run away and I see his book that he left so I follow him to give him his book back he goes into the mens restroom so I go in too and then I see shin with a blade in his hand crying and his wrist with cuts and blood all over it "S-shin" I say I see his eyes widen and he looks like he's gonna sob "I-i um p-p-please d-don't t-t-tell anyone" shin says as blood starts dripping to the floor then he fainted I think maybe it's because all the blood he lost or just because he's so fucking scared right now because I seen him cutting I clean the blood on his wrist and on the floor then pull up his sleeve and throw away his blade then I pick him up and take him to the nurses office I swear to God if he was cutting because those dumb fucking bullies I'm gonna hurt them. I get to the nurses office "oh dear what happened to him" The nurse says worried as she takes him and places him on a bed "I don't really know I just seen him on the ground fainted"I lie I couldn't tell her he told me not too and I feel bad "oh alright I'll take care of him thank you" The nurse says as I leave I don't know what to fucking do I wanna help this guy but I don't wanna tell anyone maybe I'll be his friend fuck why am I being so soft for this random guy I just met all I know about him is that know he cuts and he gets bullied from those fucking highlighters. I go to the bench with my friends on it and listen to their conversation "Ay why are you being so quiet today Umeji your usually the one who talks the most and you were also late to lunch what happened man" Gaku says "Listen dude Its just.. you know that shin guy well I just found out something about this dude and now I don't know what to do"I say trying to tell them but I just couldn't "well watcha find out" Hokuto says "it's too personal I'm not gonna tell you guys but I gotta go i have to do something" I say as I run off to the rooftop where the bullies usually eat lunch or gossip who the fuck know those bitchs are doing I know what I'm gonna do to these bitchs. Im finally at the rooftop and I see them and walk up to them "OMGs hey Umeji your so dreamy"Hana says in her annoying ass voice "sorry I don't date fucking monsters who bully random ass people"I say "UGhh how dare you Umeji"Hana says "I'm hear to tell you fucking bitchs to stop bulling Shin for literally nothing"I say they all laugh their so fucking annoying "Umeji you think I'm gonna stop bullying that dumbass fag because you don't want me too your cute but I don't care why would you even care about that emo fag" Musume says "Who the fuck do you think your talking too highlighter you know what miss daddies money" I say then punch her "Owie!! You meanie" Musume says in a baby voice I punch her and give her a black eye then kick her in the stomach "Yeah fucking bitch who's the weak ass one now because shin isn't the one who's weak as hell" I say as a laugh "Owie your such a meanie"Musume says as she cries and runs to the nurse and her little group follows her and then I see shin from the corner of my he must have woken up he ran up to me and hugged me I felt my face warming up "t-thank you s-so much f-for s-standing up to t-them"Shin says as hes still hugging me then he slowly let's go off me I see him blushing slightly "it's really no big deal I hate them so much they bully you and others a lot and I felt bad so I had to show them" I say as I laugh a little he gives me a cute small smile "s-still t-thank you a-a lot i-i really appreciate w-what y-you did" Shin says as he smiles again it's so cute when he smiles he barely ever smiles fuck what am I thinking "no no it's okay you really dont need to keep thanking me"I say as both smile and then the bell rings "do you wanna walk to class with me" I say "s-sure " he says as we both start walking to class.

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