𝐙𝐎𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐄 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐖𝐍
"you gone?" i asked covering my body.
"yeah i got shit to handle" duke nodded.
i frowned knowing he was going back with his girlfriend.
"if you going back to her say that stop sugarcoating" i rolled my eyes.
"zo chill" he kissed my forehead.
"why you keep acting like we gone be together?" i crossed my arms.
"we is" he sighed putting his shoes on.
"how an you still with her? you keep lying" i felt myself getting emotional.
"i'm not" he blew air out his nose.
"ok dre" i waved him off.
"i'll call you at 8" he kissed my lips and walked out the room.
me and dre had been sneaking around for a while.
yeah he got a girlfriend but I didn't care and still don't.
he kept telling me i would get to be with him but i was losing hope.
did he really love me how he said?
we had sex and then he left and went home to her.
i been through so much with him, i was pregnant before and he forced me to abort it.
i felt more attached to him because of that.
we lost a baby together so we really needed each other.
and i needed him more then he needs me.
"he'll love you eventually" i mumbled to myself.
i stood up feeling nauseous.
"hold on" i mumbled walking to the bathroom.
i held my hair as i threw up in the toilet.
i had been feeling a little sick for a while now.
hopefully i wasn't pregnant and had to bring a child into the world with a father who wasn't always there for the mother.
"need to make a appointment" i mumbled flushing the toilet and going to brush my teeth.
"so you really let yourself get pregnant by that man with a girlfriend?" zeke kissed his teeth.
"i'm not pregnant!" i exclaimed.
nani sided eyed me.
"we don't know that!" i held my hands up.
"girl if you pregnant by him what you gone do?" bow asked shaking her head.
"i don't know i'm confused" i whined.