The End Of The World

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"Oooo" i say amazed by the beauty of the veiw he looks at me gentally and says with a soft voice "zarah, why are your eyes puffy, have you cried?" Ugh i get annoyed by myself thinking he would say something eles. I brush of the question and replie with a "dumbass, im fine" and give a fake laugh, i think he read thru me and sees that i was only faking everything beacause he still comes back to the question and asks once again "are you sure? Im here for you, always" all while giving me a gental smile, i replie sounding pretty stressed this time "no, no im fine" he gives me one of his more serious but still gentall looks, i break down and start crying, i...i don't know, my words come out one aftet the other pretty quickly, everything is a mess i countiue, sara litterly hates me, and my so called mom and dad have favourites, everyone is shitty on another leavle and sometimes i wonder if im even worth something, mom was always  by my side, ALWAYS she would tell how was the right person to be with, the person that was a good person or not, now im stuck in this gross disgusting place thats full of people that are bullshiting me, you are the only one that i feel safe with.

I my mascare is all smuged and aleksander gentally takes up his hand, it has black nailpolish, he has bigger hands then me they are vaine and i feel safe because of them, he takes up a napkin from his pockets in his pants, he takes it up to my chin and gentally vipes of my tears, i look up at his eyes and i just want to kiss him so bad, but insted i just give him a smile. He looks at me a little disappointed "whats wrong?" I say, "nothing just hungry he answers" i can se there is something eles but decided to just ignore it and act like i belived him. "Well lets go to the store then! We already have our boba" he laughs as i lean on him,