Diary of Clarissa

First chapter:

I have 19 days until my dad comes back! You have no idea how happy I am! My name is "Clarissa"! I'm 13. I'm in the 7th grade. I have a boyfriend. He says he loves me but he likes another girl also. The other night I balled my eyes because he told me that. I actually REALLY REALLY like him! But I don't know if I love him because we are in 7th grade..
Ummm.. I used to do bad things to myself... I sometimes still do it but I'm getting better. I tell people I don't do it. No one believes me but I guess I deserve it.
My mom cheated on my dad with my old step dad. Then she cheated on him with the current person she's dating now.
I don't get how someone could just do that to someone!! I wish she would have just divorced them and not cheated! She abuses us sometimes. By us I mean my siblings and I. I have 11 siblings counting the my dads girlfriends bun in the oven and step children. I have one full blooded sister. Her name is Faith. On my moms side I have a half brother and his name is John. I also have two step siblings, Shelby and Hayden.
On my dads side I have two half sisters, Marie and Ann.
I thinks that's enough information for today. I'll try to update as much as I can.