My secret, his love, her heartache...

Chapter 27: the kiss

Aya's P.O.V

I watched him as he tightened his grip on my wrist, i cleared my throat as i parted my lips to talk but i was cut off by him "don't say a word" he said pulling me in to his room, "leave me alone" i said as i tried to escape but failed the attempt, "GOD DAMN IT AYA STOP MOVING ALREADY!!" He yelled at me, "RELEASE ME!" I shouted, where are the boys when i need them? "I will if you stop attempting to escape" he whispered gritting his teeth, anger filling his eyes, i nodded, as he released me, "sit" he said pointing at his bed, "no it's okay" I replied, "you don't have an option! It's a freaking command aya sit!!" He ordered saying, i obeyed going to his bed sitting down, he grabbed a chair and sat, "how are you?!" He said smiling, like nothing happened, i didn't reply, i don't want to actually, i drowned in my own thoughts

What about the kiss? Why did he pretend like nothing happened?

Is what harry said true? Does niall love me?

If he does he wouldn't hold me like that

Why did he call me?

Why am i friends with him?! He's one of those stuck ups! I should be at work!

He should be at his flat!

This is all wrong! Why did i help him after my brother held him to the wall?

I was so stupid! I remember seeing his innocent face being beaten, i remember the bruises that formed,

But what i remember the most is the tears, yes a tear streamed down my face while watching him being beaten

I never mentioned that, i don't know why!

Why did we meet again? I wish this never happened..

I'm supposed to be the girl who still cuts! A drug addict. That's who i am.

I changed "you changed" i murmured out of the blue, i hope he didn't hear me, "WHAT?" I heard him say as he raised his hand standing up attempting to slap me. "DO IT! I DARE YOU!" I yelled at him standing up, as i felt a rough lightning strike to my cheek, he slapped me straight in the face, i stood up and ran to my room, i shut the door forcefully, my mind not able to process what just happened, i plugged my phone with the AUX as "not alone-red" started playing, i raised the volume to the maximum, i opened the door just to see zayn, i was going to the bathroom but whatever

Zayn and harry's P.O.V (this might confuse you)

I was standing in niall's room, he got up of the floor and pushed everything off the table, aya's music reached our room -harry

Things were going crazy, aya threw most of the things to the ground, niall punched the wall with his fist -harry and zayn

Watching aya cry is one of the hardest things, i tried to help her but she pushed me away and screamed get out-zayn

"STOP NIALL" i said grabbing his arms, he was too strong, he pushed me out of the room and shut the door-Harry

Aya shut the door and locked it-zayn

We were looking at each other we both got kicked out of their rooms-zayn and harry

Zayn's P.O.V

Harry and i sat on the ground, as we stared at the empty wall that has separated niall's and aya's rooms, we heard both doors unlock we hurried into my room and hid in there, our heads poking out of the doors, they were both carrying luggage.... W-O-W

Aya's P.O.V

I eyed niall up to down, my eyes stopped at the luggage in his hand, i'm not sure if i still love him, the ones i was carrying were heavy, i had fresh cuts, i felt blood streaming down my wrist, yes i did cut today, after the fight i had with niall and after kicking zayn out, niall threw the luggage and ran to me, he held my wrist and looked straight in my eyes, i pulled away, his blue orbs turned dark, he looked sad het he felt guilty, really guilty.... "Why?!" He murmured, "i wonder" i said tolling my eyes, and picking my luggage that niall cause me to

throw, he held my wrist again and removed the blood with his shirt, i looked up at him, and then straight down to my wrist, "don't do this" he said, "please...." He begged his voice cracking. A tear landed on my palm, i looked up it was niall's, "i'm sorry" he said hugging me, "i was angry" he told me, "i should've never done that! I know!" He told me as he looked down at me, "niall leave me alone" i said trying to keep the tears, he hugged me again, "i can't! Imagine you going out, it's a dangerous world, you never know what might happen, you'd get murmured, i did that because i was so mad at myself i still am, i'm really sorry i should've never done that, i lost control on myself" he

told me still hugging, i hugged back as i heard him say "i won't hurt you" as he sobbed "i promise" he continued, that made me smile, but it doesn't mean i'm not upset "what i said was wrong too, i'd do the same if i were to be you" i said hugging him even tighter, he pulled out, and grabbed my luggage "you're not leaving" he said, as i went to my room to see him, he was leaving the room, we were so close, apaper couldn't slide between us, we stared on each others lips, as he kissed me passionately, and of course i kissed back, we broke the kiss as we heard footsteps on the stairs, harry and zayn were running downstairs, niall took a few strands of my hair and placed them behind my ear, we ran downstairs as we heard liam shout our names because dinner was ready

~*~2 days later~*~

Niall's P.O.V

I heard a knock on the door, it was aya, "come in?!" I said sarcastically which made her chuckle, she came and sat beside me on my bed, she looked at me with innocent eyes, she was confused, but why? Her lips parted "niall what about it?" She said "what about what?!" I asked "you know what i'm talking about niall don't act stupid" she looked at me "i seriously don't know" i replied, her lips revealed the words i was afraid to hear "the kiss?" She told me....

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