I've been dreaming for so so long that I forgot that I still need to wake up and face the reality. But then deep inside me my heart still ache in pain for not having him beside me, I just need him, I need him to hold me so tight, to feel his skin touches mine, to have him for so long that I forgot who I was, I need him to remind me that I'm beautiful, I need him to remind me that everything is going to be okay because his here beside me loving me forever and always but then reality hits me like a train right here in my heart. They say that it's just a Phase or maybe a simple crush, but how do they know? I'm the only one who can feel what I feel because I'm me I know myself more than anyone will know me and it hurt so much to think that he will never be with me, I only want to tell him how much he means to me, how much I love him so badly that I feel like I will get paralysed just by thinking of things that I love to do with you and it hurts so bad.
