The silence of suicide

Chapter 5

So as soon as I got to my room my roommate was in the bath room and I said u were not going to the bath room what were u do nothing... I looked at her and sall blood running down her arm lets go ur going to the infirmary no I can then I will have to hide it okay no more cutting though okay she sadly sad it was only 7 no more okay so I was thinking yes yeas only 3 more days till I get out of this place as I prayed to God save me from this hell get me out of here I woke up for breakfast it smelled so good don't know what it was but it was good so I walked into my next class and my teacher said on your desk there's a. Card telling u who ur partner is I rolled my eyes and sat down "O LORD WHYY THE FUCK WOULD U DO THIS TO ME" I walked over and sad I would rather be dead than this but why r u ever here okay after u left we felt bad so I tried to kill myself sooo.... ya lunch came an I sall Amelia and Jeff and allison then my classes were over an I fell asleep