The silence of suicide

Chapter 8

The After lunch I went back to my room crying allison an Amelia were trying to say it's not a big deal but to me it was I lived him with a burning passion but I hated Nicole with a burning passion but in the middle of the night I snuck out to find him and I herd a voice in the hall watch out that hurt it sounded like jeffs I said Jeff is that u what do u want I wanted to tell u a bunch I said all he said was 5 words shut up and kiss me we must have fell asleep in the hall way bc that's were we woke up in a dark gray hallway I had to sneak back to my room as I got into bed allison woke up I would never dare tell her that at lest not yet but at lunch he asked if we wanted to skip class today I said sure anything to get away from Nicole so we walked out side and said I wanna show u something and he took me to this place grass as green as emerald city sky o so bright o the pond was so pretty surrounded by bright flowers crystal clear and fish in the pond on a little bit of a hill looking over the city we hung out there all day asking a bunch of questions and we kissed over and over I loved this day it wAs amazing how could I not tell this to Amelia and allison I could not not tell them