⚠️this story was written when i started getting back into kpop after a year or two😭 you'll see that there are a lot of stuff that is incorrect, if you want to read this you'll have to excuse the odd mistakes here and there pls⚠️
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Ara's Letter:
I should have known.
I should have known that he would be there, in the exact same college i was about to attend. I mean, I've never believed in luck, but right now I'm considering the fact that I most definitely have bad luck.
... What am i chatting? I had the biggest good luck than anyone on earth.
It's already been 3 years. 3 bloody years, of having to deal with Jay's dramatic ass, his HiLaRiOuS humour, his bullshit excuses on why he makes the best rice and how my rice will never be as good as his, and his cheating in Uno and Mario Party. I mean, kissing me or covering my eyes whilst i'm playing is him being distracting, and therefore should be disqualified forever!
But aside from that, it has been the best 3 years of my life. I'm really unsure on what i would've done if we weren't together again. I'm pretty sure that i either would've went crazy, or i would've regained all my braincells that i had in this mad relationship. Either way, i love him tons, and i don't want to ever let him go. He means so damn much to me.
To answer my question from the past.. Why did the universe force us two together again? Even when things went very downhill, the universe was convinced that we were made for eachother. We still argue and fight, don't get me wrong, but it's much more less than before the 4 month break that we had. I did say that the break was needed greatly - i mean, it refreshed us both, made us reboot in a way (Jay always laughed at that, he would always make the Windows XP log-on sound whenever i told him we both rebooted, and now after every argument, he makes the Windows XP log-off sound. What have i done to him?).
Jay, i love you tons, and i hope you don't ever change. I hope that one day, we could get married, and maybe even start our own family in 7 decades or so. That should be enough time, right?
I can't believe i ended up with someone that was my bully and bestie. HA, such a typical Wattpad story. But, i don't regret that - my life can be a Wattpad story for all i care.
Park Jongsung, i love you so damn much, so please do not get mad that:
1 - i smashed your favourite plate.
2 - i burnt all your pictures with Ji-ae in them (i don't give a darn fuck if you looked cute in them, that bitch messed it all up).
3 - i broke your favourite mug as it overheated and exploded - technically not my fault.
4 - i brought a puppy for our 3rd anniversary and is currently eating your work papers as we speak. Oop, she's vomiting. You look like you're enjoying cleaning that up, babe.
Anyways.. Jay, these have been the best few years of my life. I wouldn't change one single aspect of it... actually scratch that. I wish that we didn't actually break up back then, because then technically, we could be celebrating our 4th anniversary. But nO, you were a fussy baby 3 years ago. But nonetheless, i can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you, Jay.
I love you so so much.
- Yang Ara (soon to be Ara Park ;) )
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Jay's Letter:
I am screwed. For real. I've never been this screwed since I had gotten into my fathers car and crashed it in our garage, back in America. Somehow my father actually forgave me, but I doubt my brain will forgive me for thinking of her when I shouldn't be.
I was supposed to forget about her. I was supposed to stop thinking about how she made me feel and what I wanted to do to her.
Well, that went pretty downhill, didn't it? Because i ended up dating the girl that i was supposed to forget about.
Ara, i'm gonna keep this short and sweet. You're literally the best thing that has ever happened to me, and i don't ever regret getting back with you. The only thing i regret is that i broke up with you, like an absolute dumb idiot. I don't know how you still put up with my shit, despite me breaking your heart so many times. You have actual, functioning braincells, babe.
I'm really happy with you, Yang Ara, and even though we now have a place to live in together, i can't wait to propose to you on our 4th anniversary, in the same place i asked you out. This time, i am 150% sure that you are the one for me.
Now i just have to face your scary brother and ask for his blessing.
And also your parents.
This is so stressful, goddamnit.
Anyways, i love you so so sooooo much, baby, and i can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you.
- Jay Park
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Author's Letter:
Oh wow.. this book is already finished? Holy shit, seriously??
If you made it this far into the book, i want to thank you.. so damn much. I always thought that this book was, to put it simply, very bloody shit. I was proud of myself though, for even keeping this book alive, posting a chapter literally every single week since the beginning. But if you are reading this right now, somehow you made it through all that... i'm so proud of you, mi amigo.
In all seriousness, though, thank you so so much for reading my book, i'm really thanking you from the bottom of my heart. My words can't express how grateful i am (and plus the fact that English is my second language, but we're gonna ignore the fact that i've lived in the UK most of my life).
Thank you once more for reading HSILY, and please do check out my other books! I try putting my all into publishing good-quality books for my readers!
