I don't want to be happy

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I'm told that only I could make myself happy
That only I hold the key to my emotions
That I should value 'me'.
I should keep my head up no matter what
Tell the rude comments to hot my back only
That my ears should face forward only.
That I should be me.
But what happens when the rude comments come at my front.
What happens when my listening ear is filled with threats and curses.
When my leaning shoulder is used as a step over
When my caring heart is trampled on.
When my supporters are never there.
People who give all these motivational quotes..
Forget something
No man is an island 🤝.
There's only joy in memories
In moments.
Not in solitude.
Laughing to myself isn't always fun
No matter how sadistic I can get.
I'm sad, don't you get?
I'm breathing in anger
Sometimes...
Just sometimes, I don't want to be happy 🙂

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