Unrequited

Chapter 1

She entered University. Being an introvert she was not able to make friends with anyone making her a lone wolf though she was lonely she was fine by herself. Like an innocent puppy she had glittery sparkling eyes everytime she spoke with someone. She was identified as an cheerful and happy person as she always smiled warmly at people. Though she was alone, she didn't want a friend because of a past friendship where the person left her without any explanation, though trying to resolve the issue by initiating conversations several times it always ended in vain, still being traumatized by those painful memories she thought it is better not to have a friend. The pain deepend when she got back together to her friend after a year and thought that everything was back to normal, without Knowing she would get to see the true face of her friend who just considered her as an competition, who never acknowledged her as an friend. The day of reality came in when her friend got placed into an University while she was not able to get into one, wishing comfort and support through friendship, she got a stab by seeing a friend who was happy with her pain and down in life. She realised that this person was never nor never will be her friend and ended up all the ties with her in the same way as she did without any explanation, though she did it unknowingly years later when reminiscing her past she realised she had given the same end to that person. Being in the age of adolescence she wanted to communicate a lot, with racing thoughts in her mind making her anxious and worried about everything she seeked for a warm hug from her family but never received one from them due to the financial instability which made her family hell bent on making their family run. She always thought to herself once she falls in loves with the love of her life he would be there for her through thick and thin to give her a warm hug and say you are home and you are safe. She wanted to wait till she turns 27 thinking that was the ideal age to fall in love, during the times that made her feel bitter she imagined of being in love who would always hug her give a soothing forehead kiss and say "Everything is going to be alright" making her feel calm and peaceful. Hoping and waiting for the day to come she was happily moving past everyday.