you almost had me fooled;
i thought you'd grown inches taller,
but, looking back on it,
i remember you stuffing socks in your shoes.
what a silly frame of deceit
when i would've taken you in without hesitation
had you just told me honestly.
what was it you felt for me?
you whispered the words,
"it was always you"
that couldn't have been further from the truth,
not when you laid with him too.