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NOW !!!
THIS IS YOU'RE LAST CHANCE EVERYONE HAS LEFT ...
YOU'RE SURE ????
... FINE ! BUT
I WARN YOU • • •
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GET READY BRAVE ONE !! THIS IS VERY TRAUMATIZING !!
OKAY GOOD LUCK !!!
( Additional notes to our conversation) ⚠️⚠️⚠️ TW ⚠️⚠️⚠️ • REAL TIME JUST AWHILE AGO MY MOM TOLD ME THIS !! • horror mostly ( GO CLICK OFF IT YOU GET TRIGGERED MY THIS GOO OUT NOW !!! I DEMAND YOU 1!!1!1!111! ) • me getting slightly traumatized ... ( OF COURSE I DID !!) • my eye were acting like making a tear ( Ture ) • killing ( ... ) • rape , s*x slaved ( out of my mom's own mouth ... Sure my dad just swears anything w/wo me and my sister but mom .... Her words she just shocked me when she has the voice to say that ) • selling of organs ( I use to read a poem once at school where woman and children would sell their OWN limbs just to get money as they were poor and starving . Worse here is that it was for a poem recitation ... I was 5 or 6 at that time and I got traumatized from it I was horrifying ... IT'S STILL STUCK WITH ME AND IT FREAKS ME OUTTT ) • crying and yelling for help ( this scares me alot like really ... REALLY! ) • kidnapping ( with is why I'm afraid of the public society ... S o d a m n m u c h) • explosives, guns , tape, wires ( go back if you do wanna read this ) • night time , day , early dawn kidnapping can happen .... • abuse ... ( Sensitive topic no go if you don't wanna read this • more then I intend to mention
⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️TW READ AT YOU'RE OWN RISK ⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️⚠️
Soo I was in the bathroom sh*ting ( ik I'm not supposed to say that-) then I come out and my mom tells me to come over and she starts off telling of a camera clip that caught a teenage boy getting kidnapped and the vid goes on then the boys starts yelling " tulong ! " many times So Loud too that I covered my mouth out of pure shock and horror .( Ps I go to school on car and go home on my own so of course this triggers me ) And mom continues to tell me about others getting kidnapped and attempted kidnapped here's the part where mom tells me what sometimes happen to those that get kidnapped ... Some get s*x slave, raped, killed, and worse to me was the s*x slave and selling the organs of the Victim ( plus for my mom to say S*x slave was so out of her style it shocks me more ... She says that sometimes there explosives , guns , tape wires , all that stuff ... I Began to think of if I was in the situation and i have difficulty speaking and yelling unless alone but then again I would imagine me being to stunned and defenseless to speak or shout ... If my mom tells me about this when I was younger I would be like ohhh okie ! I understand I can defend myself ! I would do all those stuns like in action movies some women would kick the mens D's and run while he's in absolutely fucking pain I mean I would absolutely do that since I would get and a andrennalin rush and snap and kick and punch faces as defense... But I'm now 12 no longer 7 I changed since . 5-7 I would be like no no I'm ready for adult things ! I want to talk alone to home ! And go on walks with my friends !! AND WORK AND LOOK LIKE AN ADULT CUZ THEIR AMAZING 🤩!!! But 8-10 was still the same but then 11-12 I would realize my weakness of speaking up for myself and things I can't explain with just a mere texting pad ... mom then says " I'm not telling you to be scared I'm just telling you to be aware with your surroundings" I understand her I didn't criticized her words ... She tells me it doesn't happen in our province often but it's good to me aware ...
It's it ?
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Yes . . .
While writing
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Is my tablet a psychopath ??
You're still here !
Fine ...
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That's me when I was younger have that as a reward for reading this all the way down to that bottom finish:)
