Isn't it strange how you come into this world screaming crying and covered in blood. Your helpless at that stage, how did humans ever come to this.
Its sad to see how useless my life had become, I was a nobody an outsider they all hated me from the day I was born
I don't know what was wrong with I thought I was a perfect child. Only my teachers would call me that, I am head of my class and it seemed like nothing even made me cry.
They don't know you they don't understand
Sometimes I feel useless. I know im a smart kid I mean I can build robots for crying out loud. My only chance at ever being recognized as somebody more then just a kid is if I create something big
But I'm still just a kid a nobody.
I had so many crushes growing up. They were all boys and I knew it wasn't right. I wasn't right.
Maybe I was broken like my mom used to tell me.
Now I sit. In a chair. In the middle of my room.
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There is banging on the door.
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Mom?
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She has been dead for 8 years now. I need to stop thinking theses things.
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Dad please I'm so scared
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Im going to leave this world the same way I came into it. Screaming... Crying... Covered in blood.
