Aloha
One whole year. two years if you think about it, in September of 2020 I got into fanfiction, the stories that were in my mind were remarkable, still are. I was into steven universe at the time so I made a lapidot fanfiction. After awhile that floped. So I made a new one about brawl stars, that also floped, but during that time I met a few people, at that time I had so much motivation in me. I miss that.
Eventually, I had some new friends, real friends. During this time you could say I was at my prime I was involved with with stuff I was talking to people, I found people that liked what I liked, but that desire to make a fanfiction that was masterful, is what led to my downfall.
I wanted that fanfiction so bad I made stories that had an end, but no beginning. I kept on doing this, but ended up failing. I realized that this place was taking over my life so I took breaks.
In those breaks I found many things that I loved and still love to this day. But when I came back, one of my friends left wattpad I was taken aback. Sooner or later all the stuff that I had started falling apart. something that ment so much to me, was being taken away.
I would say that I'd come back but I never did. Rinse and repeat about 30 times and I still wasn't losing hope, I refused to let go of this thing that changed my life, one of the most important things in my life. I refused to believe that it was over. Much like when your favorite show ends but worse.
A few months later I realized what I had to do so I came here and started writing this story. I figured it'd be an ironic end.
For what feels like a year I refused to believe that I was gone and kept on persisting, kept on fighting but now I accept this fact, two years ago I wanted to be this amazing person that if I left people would wonder were I went. Life has a strange way of playing out, doesn't it? So I'd like to thank everyone, even if you're not here today thank you, thank you my followers. thank you whoever supported me even if I didn't realize that you were.
You changed my life.
It's seems my curtin is falling
If these are my last words, then I'd like to say: be good to everyone, not to be praised, but so we can live in a better future.
With these words I officially retire this account.
I hope to see you again or when you choose to see me.
Thank you so much for everything.
