Special Section Series : Hiyas (Book Three)

Reality Check?

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Katana Sapphire Indigo's P.O.V.

He woked up and he might think that he woke up first but...

Last night i realize somethings and yes i didn't sleep a wink.

Its not only him, hindi lang siya ang naaapektuhan maybe at first it was those touches, the actions that makes my heart flutter, those words of reassurance and the risk that he's willing to take just to help me or was it more than that?

Siguro dati pa but i was too blinded by the love that snow was giving me to see how toxic i was.

Kulang na kulang ako sa attention at pagmamahal that when it was given to me by her sweet smiles and sweet words i bend all my rules just to keep her.

Nakalimutan ko ang sarili ko and spinel reminds me of who i am. he reminds me that i was and still am katana sapphire indigo, im not a puppet of anyone.

And maybe its time for him to know what i really feel...for others it might be a short time, i mean when did we became close anyways? 3 months ago? No 4 months ago we can barely accept the fact that we're engage to each other but then is four months too short if a time, to really fall inlove?

I made sure to not make any noise as i go down the stairs.

I stand by the kitchen door and stare at him...his back to be precise as he cook our breakfast.

I silently watch him.

He have the built of a swimmer, tall standing at 5'9 and basically have this perfect physical body built that many guys would be jealous of and girls would drool over.

Kaya siguro maraming nahuhumaling sa kanya,

I was deep in my thoughts when i started walking over him, tiptoeing but i bet he already know i was here.

I stop just a few steps away from him.

"What are-" he was about to turn around as he said this words but i immediately stopped him.

"Don't move!" mabilis kong putol sa kung ano pa man ang sasabihin niya.

Maybe urgency might have starled him but i just feel like if i tell him like this it won't be that much humiliating on my side.

I never ever feel so nervous when it comes to telling what i feel to him but right now i am.

My heart feels like its about to explode and i suddenly feels colder than usual, i love cold and i cant stand heat but why do i feel like shivering right now?

Maybe its because of him, maybe its because its spinel "im falling inlove with you" i started out with that sure words i admit to myself long ago.

I saw how he tense up and made an attempt to turn around "...don't turn around you doof!" I hiss at him as the embarassment finally starts blooming inside me.

Its just spinel naman but why do i feel so shy? gods this feelings are driving me crazy.

I wrap my arms around myself as i continue with my lame confession.

"....i'm not there just yet but i just want you to know that your feelings are not unrequited, your efforts? i appreciate all of it kaya...kaya...d-dont give up on me just yet cause i promise you...im almost there" i waited for him to say something habang randam ko ang pagakyat ng dugo sa mukha ko.