Chapter 9

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Sunday 17th

I woke up with an banging headache, I looked around me.
"Oh crap" I'm in Leo's room, I quickly hop out of his bed I look down and realise that I'm wearing his hoodie and sweats.

Leo? I call out
There was no answer so I head downstairs, I head into the kitchen and he was making eggs and toast.

"How's the headache" he asks me.""

"Bad"

"U passed out in my arms last night you know"

"Leo I'm sorry , I don't know what I was thinking just so much happend with atlas and I just freaked out.

"Wait atlas was here ?"

"Yeah he came late, we got picked for 7 minutes in heaven and he kissed me and just left.
I followed  him and he just said some really hurtful stuff, stuff he knew would hurt me and I don't really rember what happend after that.
I know I took a shot of someone and then found you

"He's a asshole Mia", he doesn't deserve someone like you.

"Yeah I know now" I say and smile

We both grab our food and head back upstairs to his room, I rest my head in his shoulder.

"Thank you for everything leo, I don't think u understand how much u mean to me"

He Doesn't  reply so I look at him, "he's fast asleep"

I smile

I think to myself how I got so lucky with him, he takes such good care of me even when I act like the biggest prick to him.
He took care of me when I couldn't take care of myself  and stayed up just  to make sure I was okay.

Idk what it was but the way I looked at him  right now was different than anytime I've looked at him.
There was something about him or the way I felt i don't know what it was.
Idk how I feel.
I don't think I can feel, how I think I want to feel about him.
I'm confused.
My heart is saying something but my head is scared.

Monday 18th 3:00

The last class of the day was English what a coincidence, I haven't see atlas since the party.
No text
No call
Nothing.

I was glad. the way he treated me I can't be with someone like that, I think.

I got into class,
He wasn't  there.
Idk I kept looking at the dooor thinking he was just gonna walk in
He didn't .

It was around 8:00pm I was just in my room chilling,
I hear a knock on my bedroom window,
I open my blinds and atlas is there just standing there.
I quicky head out of my house and walk up to him,

What do u want atlas?

"Hey just give me a chance to explain please"

"Look I'm so so sorry about what I did, i don't know why or what happend something in me just snapped and I swear I didn't mean to hurt you, Mia I'm so so sorry and I don't want you to hate me please I just can't deal with that right now"

I don't say anything I just look at him, tears in my eyes.

"Look I know we haven't known each other for that long but the way I feel about u, I haven't felt that way about anyone, and I want to be with you.
And I swear if u just give me a chance I will never hurt you again.

"Atlas"

Mia...

He rushes in and kisses me, I kiss him back, I then stop.
"Atlas , u have to promise that u won't hurt me ever again.

"I promise"

We both rush back in for another kiss.
so I guess we're official now???
I'm excited and nervous about it But mostly excited

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