Hey guys author here sorry if you go by they/them or he/him or they/ he or smt else but in this book the pronouns are she/her...sorry Abt this little mix up but if you have a problem with it let me know and I might go back and change everything to gender neutral pronouns sorry Abt the inconveniences!
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Y/N pov
I was laying on my bed staring at the ceiling nothing to do the room is getting on my last nerves and I don't understand why I'm even alive at the point it's not like they can fix me so they are just waisting resources on me
"Y/N DINNER" the nurse called from the door and slid a tray through the slought just big enough to be handed limited things through I went to grab the food and immediately put the food in the toilet and waited a minute and then flushed it.
She hated eating what they gave her it tasted disgusting and they put her meds in it because she refused to take them.
She went to her small desk that had 2 long chapter books 4 markers and a white board and inside a extra blanket and a brush and hair tye, it's had the same things in here for 4 years never changing because they didn't care she had hidden 2 pens and a notebook inside her pillow she had brought it to this crazy place with her she sat down and just stared out the window board she hated everything she had in that cramped room and only wished to run around and play outside like a normal kid she wished all those years of her childhood hadn't been ripped away by two of the people she trusted the most, her parents she hated them at first they called and visited but after no progress in 1 year they stopped showing there presence whatsoever.
She hated them both more than anything her father had died last year apparently tho due to a car crash.
(I just realized I have been saying she and not I but I'm to lazy to go change it bc I'm probably gonna keep doing it on accident sorry about that lovelies)
I started to think of my friend Lexy...I missed her I missed her so much her laughing at my dumb jokes she was always so happy I can't believe I didn't notice how sad she had been, maybe if I had she would still be alive but because of me she isn't and its all my fault.
I started to cry and my lungs started begging for a glimpse of air as I started to scratch hard on my wrists and my breathing got bad I was panicking.
I started to cry harder wondering why I couldn't have just been there for her I started to pull my hair as hard as I could and bang my head hard on her desk.
Why couldn't this pain end I thought to myself 1... I need air 2... I can't breathe 3... I'm getting dizzy...4 my vision is getting black dots in it...5 that's when everything went dark..
~time skip to the next day~
(time skips suck but I'm sorry lovelies I don't think you want a book Abt being on the floor passed out)
~yn pov~
I woke up with my head pounding what happend? Did I have a outburst again I thought to myself I looked at my wrist to see deep scratches and bruises
Ew.
I walked to my sink with wobbly legs buckling under my weight and rinsed off my arms and washed my face bc I looked like shit then I turned off the water and walked back to my bed "UGHHH I HATE IT HERE ITS SO BORING AND I MISS OUTSIDE!" you whined wanting to be outside of such the empty room holding you captive.
That's when I saw it...a man? Why is a man in the woods outside of my window? Hm..strange I stood up and looked out the window I frowned "why can't that be me outside, free it's not fair"
He started to walk closer and I stepped back a little bit frightened he looked so.. So kind his face was covered by goggles and a face mask he had darkish brownish hair that was fluffy he was a bit pail to he was wearing a hoodie with strips on the arms and jeans he got closer and closer until he reached the window and placed his hand on it it looked like he was frowning bc of how his mask shifted
He grabbed some note book paper and wrote smt down and faced it towards me so I could read it
"Hey what's your name? I'm Toby!"
I grabbed my note book and my black gell pen that was basically out idk how it hasn't stopped working I wrote down on a empty page
"Hello Toby...I'm yn...why are you here?"
I asked him curiously he looked..bloody..maybe a wound from himself? Is he okay? Did he hurt someone? I sure hope not I started to get bad anxiety but quickly calmed myself down not wanting to look like a freak and make him never ever show up again or to tell his friends im some psycho
He wrote back
"I've kinda been hanging around for a while now and only just now decided to sho myself also yn is a gorgeous/handsome name
I smiled at him and turned away for a second hearing the door start to open....
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Hi my name is Alexander I'm the
author I'm not gonna post this story until I have a lot of chapters written but the next chapter is definitely going to have 1000-2000 chapters this chapter took me days to finish bc I only write it on the bus for a hour otherwise if you want smaller chapters but more updates tell me and I will think Abt it
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