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❝𝗕𝘂𝗿𝗱𝗲𝗻 𝗼𝗳 𝗚𝘂𝗶𝗹𝘁❞

!! TW!! Talks about violence, bruises, scars, mental health and such.

!!Reader's discretion is adviced!!

Feel free to skip this portion of the story if you think you can't handle such topic or feel sensitive when it comes to this topic. Take care of yourself first and hope to see ya on the next chapters♡♡

Another POV for kala hihi

☆ TWO WEEKS LATER  ☆

⎯⎯ ୨ THIRD PERSON'S ୧ ⎯⎯

Usually I would wake up feeling refreshed and excited for whatever adventure this day have in store for me. I guess today is not the day. Everyone have their days wherein they feel like shit or they're in a slump and today is that day of mine.

Unfortunately.

I barely had gotten any sleep last night due to insomnia and flashbacks. Even though its been a few months since I moved here and ever since I stopped experiencing torment from those human beings in my old school , I still keep on being tormented by my past. Its as if there's a replay button in my head.

Now its been two months since the revelation that had happened in Thailand and two weeks since I confessed to my cousins about what really happened to me in that hell—I mean school. Few days after that, I also confessed to Aunt emilia, Uncle nathan and Calvin oppa as well. Only my eldest is the one who don't know about 'it'. I said the same thing like what I have said to Connor and Caleb oppa which surprisingly went well right after. Yes they were disappointments and feeling of hurt but at the end of the day, they all understood me.

I only realized now that by not telling my family about this, it could cause me to have to go through this alone. Then again, a part of me keeps holding me back from telling them because I don't want them to worry. I don't want to cause more stress on them and would much rather go through this alone than make them worry about me. They have been hands on and worrying about me since I was a baby due to not having the best health before and I honestly don't want to add something and make their worries bigger.

With the help of my cousins and the support from my family, I decided to seek help. There and then, few months in to therapy,  I was diagnosed with insomnia and High functioning anxiety disorder. That explains what I have been going thru when it comes to my sleeping patterns. After knowing that diagnosis, everyone became explainably worried. My cousins would check up on me in the middle of the night to see if I am sleeping well or whatnot. I gotta say, I became great at acting asleep in order to not alarm them or worry them.