love without expectation

love without expectations

It's one the busy afternoon in a house of joint family where a women is sitting in front of her wardrobe arranging things in a proper way too tired but still have to do it as fast as she can bcoj diwali is on the way and every year in this auspicious month Hindu cleaned their house to welcome Goddess luxmi ji to bless them...
After a few moment her phone Pinged but she ignore it continued doing her work. But her phone is continuing pinged with sms from unknown number she just curious to see who send her messages in frequent interval.half an hour she completed her work and went to bed for rest before evening work then she checked her cell  10 sms from one no she opened it and there r beautiful shyari

Her love for shayari is so much she can't help but smile after reading all of them and after reading she send the message that "who r u and why r u seeding me all this shayari"
,waiting for replying she slept bcoj of tiredness.
She woke at 5 and check her mobile and there is sms from Same number and messages is like that ki
" hi I m siddharth dewangan from raipur retired from Indian navy and working as a security head officer at coal mines,my age is 44 and married and have one son of age 17...I saw ur dp at Facebook I just like ur personality and want to friend with u  ..can u  please be my friend ..." I just blown away from the information and send that ki "tum kyu mujhse dosti karna chahte ho agar mera Facebook dekha hai to u know I m also married and have one daughter and my marriage is complete 10 years from now on..and if u seen my pic u also aware that I m not so beautiful and slim trim.. so what attract u In me" send it to that no

Phir se msg aaya ki "I know shehnaaz ki tum married ho but maine sirf dosti ke liye kaha na ki tumhe kisi aur purpose ke liye kaha ,I want a true friend so will u be my friend" smile played on my lips and accept his friendship req on Facebook and from that we continue chatted on Facebook or through sms and our friendship grow flauntlessly its been one month since we r friends. Suddenly the topic raise what is love and whom u love the most..my ans is" I love my daughter the most bcoj I m married in an arranged marriage and in a very conservative mind of family and my husband is not so expressive and I dont know whether I love him or not but I respect him as my husband".

His ans is that "he love his wife, son and me.   i was totally blanked "maine kaha usse ko tum mujhse kyu pyar karte ho" usne kaha " kyu ek dost kya dusre dost ko pyar nahi kar sakta: ..Maine kuch kaha nahi but thoda ajib feel hua..Uske sath ek alag sa instant connection bana jo aaj tak kisi ke sath nahi bana tha ..emotional attachment u can say that but I know in a married thinking of another in sin but I can't help and can't stop thinking about him..
aise hi kuch mahine nikle hamari dosti aur gehri hoti gayi usne apni wife se bhi meri baat karwayi ,Mujhe Uske liye aur attachment feel hota ja raha tha.

phir aaya valentine usne valentine pe.mujhe direct kah ki he loves me very much..I m in totally shocked aur usse kaha ki: "how and why u know we both r married so how can u do this "usne kaha "kya pyar do logon se nahi ho sakta hai kya maine tumse nahi kaha ki tum apni pati ko chor do ya mai apni wife ko chor dunga but I really found my soulmate in u and nothing expecting anything from u..bas mujhe khud se dur mat karna" ...Maine kaha ki" I like u as my friend but love kaise hum aaj  tak mile bhi nahi aur na hi koi chance hai milne ka kyunki dono opposite direction me rahte hai"
...usne kaha "usse milne ka man hai but wo kabhi  Mujhe kuch bhi karne ko force nahi karega" ..I m totally fall in love with his gesture ki usse Mujhe koi bhi expectation nahi hai na hi ye ki main I love u too bhi bolu ..Maine usse pucha ki" tum mujhse itna oyar kaise kar sakte ho Jabki Mujhe koi pyar hi nahi karta itna sa bhi how u do that"

..sid ne kaha ki "Mujhe tumne sabkuch pasand hai sabkuch bas agle janam me tumhe mera hona hai is janam me main late aaya teri jindagi ne par agle janam Tumhe mera hi hona  hoga ..Maine  bhagwan se manga hai aur wo meri jarur sunega"...

Shehnaaz is numb feeling so much love from his  but can't express it ..wo bas apno dosti nibhati rahi aise hi saal bhar chalta raha Uske baad sid kuch din ke liye offline raha and apna phone bhi nahi utha raha tha.
yaha sana ka dil baitha ja raha tha ki sid ne jo kaha kya wo sab jhut tha use chor diya bina bataye. 4 din baad sana ne phir se call kiya is baar call pick hua par koi dusra banda tha phone pe, sana ne usse pucha ki" sid kaha hai ",usne kaha "sir ka accident ho gaya and right hand me fracture hua and aur bhi chot aayi hai wo 4.din se hospital me hai" ..sana bahut rone lagi usne kaha "ek baar sid se baat karwa do" ,us ladke ne kaha" ki sir abhi bhi  behosh hai jaise hi hosh me aayenge baat karwa dega"..us pal sana ko ehsaas hua ki wo sid se pyar karne lagi hai kyunki wo dur hai phir bhi uski chinta me uska dil baitha ja raha tha usne bhagwan se pray ki wo sid ko thik kar de...ek din Usko call aya sid ke no se usne turant pick kiya and sid.ki awaj sunte hi rone lagi ki kaise hue ye Sab ,sid ne kaha ki" hey baby don't cry sweetheart..main thik hu yaar bas car ke break fail ho gaye the and car ped se thakra gayi Isliye aise ho gaya fracture bhi ek mahine me thik ho jayega" ...sana thodi shan't hui and dheere se kaha ki" I love u sid agar Tumko kuch hota to main bhi mar jati .plz don't ever leave me."   ..sid ye sunke bahut khush hota hai aur kahta hai "akhir ho hi Tumko bhi mujhse pyar and kya karti thi tum emotional attachment  hai hai naaaa....
Ab to agle janam me Tumko aana hi padega mere liye kyunki ye janam to apna Milan hoga nahi :...
Dono aise hi sari jindagi dur se pyar karte hue Gujar dete and agle janam me dono ki mulaqat college me hoti and dono ek dusre jaise dekhte hi ek attachment feel karte and kuch din dono apne pyar ka izhaar karte hai ,
Pyar jo itna  pak tha ki dono ko agle janam bhagwan ne milaya ..