The silence of suicide

Chapter 9

So I told Amelia and allison and they both freaked we started dating it's like we were meant to be together we fake planed a. Wedding and he knew anything about me every thing even how many cuts I had until we starte drifting away all because we both found out that allison and Amelia were both cutting again and allison wasn't eating bc she thought she was to fat i told her that she was just thinking that I told her not to think like that it was wrong I thought like that forever and I still do I think I am ugly and fat but I do let it interfere with my life I tell it no I am not I am beautiful I know I can get through this an I did I told her and if I did u can its a long and hard journey but I will be by ur side like the sun and moon and I convinced Amelia to stop right away allison was always cold bc she cut when she was wearing short she cried when she cut she was the bad one along with me