The thing is .. I never wanted to us to end I had a future with you for a while and I know you're never going to read this but I hope to God one day you do .. my love for you was real I never wanted to lose you I loved you more than I loved myself we argued like crazy.. But that was us.. We were together for a 11 months and all I wanted was to be that couple who lasted for such a long time but it didn't and it hurts me but at the same time it shows we were not meant to be together. don't get me wrong I loved you trust me I still love you in some way but the thing is when you left not only did you leave us or me you left the promises , the laughter , the love and the everything in one that were together .. Believe me if I had a chance to forget you I wouldn't you were once a special person to me and hell you still are im sorry that we didn't make it and im sorry that you had to see me finally get strong without you my intention was to never hurt you but it was to show that just because you hurt me Didnt mean I was alone. I wanted you to suffer and feel my pain but at the same time where I stand and where you stand you're the one suffering not me. I loved you but sometimes it's time to let go of the past and begin with the future .. But don't ever think I never loved you because I did I just learned to be strong and to finally close the door and finally open new doors to find my real future
