[8] Don't Hurt Me

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Ellington was holding me down so seductively, I was shocked by the aggression in his handwork. Ell's hazel eyes turned dark, it was like a demon had come out. Ellington was so different, it was scary.

As he held down my wrists - certain to put a bruise on each one - he was leaving little kisses on my skin.

"Ell," I whispered.

Ellington stopped what he was doing, "Dammit, Rydel!" He shouted. "I'm trying to make love to you, and you're wanting to complain. Stop it!"

I obeyed him, however I was in such a bad spot. I wanted to push him off of me, but I knew that would end up in him being abusive. So I let him onto me. It was like I was afraid of him, I didn't know how he was going to react, so I just let him do what he wanted.

He kissed down my neck, and there were flashbacks flooding through my mind as he pulled my shirt off and stripped me out of my shorts.

Flashbacks as of which made me become who I once was. Flashbacks of a party that Rocky talked me into going to. Tears pooled my eyes as he continued.

My bra was unclasped, and Ell's lips touched my breast. I wanted him to stop, but it felt so right.

Ellington's hand travelled down my stomach, and my stomach fluttered as his fingers were moved toward my vagina. A moan escaped my lips as his two large fingers entered inside of me.

"Ell," I moaned. I didn't have any other reaction, but pleasure. I enjoyed this as he continued to thrust his fingers in and out of me.

He took his fingers out of me, licking them and smirking at my reaction. Ellington was hard against my thigh, and I could feel him readying himself.

He took off the pajama pants and his underwear, and his full length was exposed. I gasped as his hand glided to it, rubbing it up and down. I felt myself getting turned on, as I touched his member.

Ellington's hand rubbed the small of my back as I trusted his member. "Go ahead," he whispered. And I did.

My lips touched the tip, and my tongue swirled the head. I could hear his moans and whimpers, and it turned me on even more. My mouth went down, back and forth. I didn't stop until a warm, sticky liquid he had warned me about filled my mouth.

I took my underwear off, as his length was at my entrance.

"You're going to enjoy this," he winked. I nodded in response.

Ellington entered himself inside of me, and I gasped at the feeling. I hadn't had this in a couple of months, and it felt so good.

He aroused me in so many ways I couldn't explain. His thrusts become faster and faster as he picked up me up, and quickening his pace. I tried my best to keep quiet, but it took everything I had to not muster out a squeal.

"Ell, Ell," I gasped. "I'm-I'm about to cum," I warned. Ellington didn't bother to listen, instead continued at his activity.

My walls began closing in as I reached my high, and Ellington reached his. He came the same time I did, and it was the most amazing feeling I had ever felt before.

Ellington rolled off of me and pulled me in close to him. "Rydel, you're so beautiful," he reminded me.

"Ellington, do you love me?" I asked, playing with the pick on his necklace.

"Rydel, I have loved you since the first moment I saw you dancing. I loved you when I ran up to you and tripped. Del, I have loved you before I even hit the ground." Ellington's words were so sentimental, and it took everything inside of me not to cry.

"Why have you treated me so crucial?" I asked, reminding him of all the pain and agony he's put me through over the past couple of months.

"I hurt you because I didn't want you hurting me," Ell stated.

"What do you mean?"

"Rydel, ever since I found you at that club, I knew you might have held something from me. I didn't know if you were going to go back, so hurting you was better than hurting myself. I know you wouldn't ever have to courage to hurt me intentionally, but the feeling of physical and mental abuse was all I could think about. I never meant to hurt you, and I'm sorry I did. I love you way too much to think about doing it again."

"Ellington," I inquired.

"Hm-m?"

"I love you so much, don't ever think about me trying to hurt you. Because I couldn't find it in me to hurt you."

"Rydel, would you do me the honor of being my girlfriend again?" Ellington questioned.

"Are you drunk?" I mumbled.

"It's wearing off," He acknowledged.

"Well, I will be your girlfriend, as long as you tell me the truth and don't hurt me ever again. Don't assume things, because I would never do such a thing."

"I love you so much," he muttered.

"And I love you so much more."

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So, I'm not dead, and I figured you'd guys would like a rated-r chapter. I've got big plans for the upcoming chapters, but this is the last book.

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