UNIQUE - [ steddie trans AU ]

07. scars

it was now sunday, around 10:30pm and both of them still sound asleep. wayne had just left for work, so the boys where by themselves.

eddie groaned turning on his back, he wiggled out of steve's tight grasp. he stumbled to the bathroom, in pain.

he grabbed the pain killers out the cabinet and took two, he stayed like that, his head down.

he looked in the mirror to see the healing gash and bruise on his jaw.

when he touched hit all he could hear in his head was jason's words.

'if steve is a faggot freak, then you're a fucking tr*nny freak.'

'if steve is a faggot freak, then you're a fucking tr*nny freak.'

'if steve is a faggot freak, then you're a fucking tr*nny freak.'

he put his head back down, how could this happen. it's not steve's fault, it's eddie's, he should've never agreed to smoke.

maybe steve would be ok, maybe he'll be better off with out eddie.

steve walked into the bathroom and wrapped his arms around eddie's waist, 'good morning.' he grumbled into, his breath running down eddie's neck

eddie turned around and kissed steve on the cheek, 'good morning.' eddie smiled

steve hugged eddie tightly, he kissed down eddie's neck.

'steve we need to change the bandages.' eddie pried himself out of the taller boy's grasp.

eddie grabbed the bandages out the cabinet, removing the bloody ones from his stomach area.
eddie's eyes pricked with tears, all he could remember was Steve's screaming as jason carved faggot into his chest.

'hey, eddie.' steve turned to face him, 'it's not your fault, it's mine. i should've just ignored him and got in the car.'

'b-but steve, he hurt you.' tears rushed from eddie's eyes.

this word, this pain, this torment. it wasn't Steve's fault. eddie wanted to just end it so steve could be happy and not be with a freak like him.

steve hugged eddie tightly, rubbing his hand through  eddie's hair and kissing his neck softly. steve made eddie sit with on the floor, eddie in his lap.

'eddie i told you last night, what ever happens i love you.' steve placed a hand on eddie's cheek. 'munson i love you, i always have.'

the words that left steve's mouth made eddie calm down, his sobbing to quiet down a bit.

'i-i love you steve, i love you so much, eddie pulled away, 'but i-i can't be with you. i can't let you get hurt because I'm a..a freak.'

eddie got up and pulled steve up as well. he didn't want to do this but he knew that this was the right thing.

'just go steve, go, leave.' eddie's tears rushed out his eyes again.

'eddie, what- what are you doing.' steve stuttered as he was getting pushed out of the trailer.

'just GO!' eddie shouted in steve's face, dried and fresh tears all over his face.

eddie slammed the door in steve's face, the trailer rattled at the impact.

this hurt eddie, but it was for the best. he didn't do this out of hatred or regret but out of love.

love for steve harrington.

a/n : this is terrible and I've been unmotivated I'm so fucking sorry for this shitty mess, next chapter will be better....

love you guys stay safe <3