Yours Always? (A Connor McDonough Fanfic)

Chapter 12

A/N: Sorry for the wait! Hope you enjoy this chapter. Thank you to everyone who has read this, it means a lot!

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NINAS POV

Talking to Riley and Toby went just as good as Thomas, now I just have to talk to Connor...

Maybe I can put that off until tomorrow? I mean it is getting pretty late... No! I need to get this over with!

As if on cue Connor walked into the room (Haven't decided which room, so use your imagination.)

"Hey Nina." He said with a shy smile.

"Hey Connor...umm...okay look, I wanna be friends with you guys again. I just want to put everything that happened in the past...okay?" I asked

"Okay...Wait no."

What?

"No? You don't just want to forget about it? Why?!" I asked really confused.

"Because, you and I both know that we can't "just forget about it", James and your mom told us how you were after we left, and I get that you just want to forget and move on, but I can't do that until you hear me out."

"Connor, you don't have t-"

"Yes I do, I need you to know why I wrote the letter. Just listen, please?" he asked sounding desperate.

"Okay I'm listening." I said giving him my full attention.

CONNORS POV

Okay here I go...I'm going to tell her...you can do this Connor!

"The reason I wrote the letter..." I began

"You're going to think I'm stupid!" I said putting my head in my hands.

"I already think you're stupid, so keep going." She said teasingly.

God I missed her.

"Okay, the reason I wrote the letter is because I was scared." I said not being able to make eye contact.

"Scared of what?" She asked confused.

"We were going on tour, the longest tour we had ever been on... I was scared that you were going to leave me for someone better, or that we were going to grow apart or you were going to end up hating me, so I wrote the letter." I explained.

"So if I'm hearing you right, you were scared to lose me, so you wrote a letter breaking up with me and didn't talk to me for almost 2 years?" she asked.

"Gosh I'm so stupid!" I said hiding my face in my hands.

"I'd have to agree with you on that." She said.

NINAS POV

"I'd have to agree with you on that." I said walking closer to Connor.

"But I still forgive you stupid." I said kneeling down and making him look at me.(Gif at the top.)

"You do?" He asked sounding unsure.

"Of course I do! I get why you did what you did even though it was kinda stupid." I said laughing lightly.

"It wasn't kinda stupid, it was completely stupid. If I hadn't have written the letter we could still be together and none of this would have ever happened." He said

"Haven't you ever heard things happen for a reason? It happened for a reason. The reason unknown at the moment, but for a reason." I said.

"So can we please start being friends again?" I asked nervously.

CONNORS POV

"No."