Mistakes (Ed Sheeran fanfic)

Chapter one

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KATY'S POV:

"Ryan I'm back from the store! I got some groceries for the week."

I had just opened the door to Ryan's apartment on the third floor of the apartment complex, carrying three bags full of food.
I set the bags down waiting for Ryan's response.

"Where have you been?" I here Ryan say as he comes from somewhere down the hall.

"We'll, I was at-" I cut off as I felt a sharp sting across my face. He slapped me.

"Did I tell you too leave the apartment, because I remember telling you not too!" Ryan yells in my face. You could smell the alcohol coming off of him strongly.

"Ry, I was ju- "

"NO!!! I TOLD YOU TO STAY INSIDE! I DON'T WANT TO HEAR YOUR LAME EXCUSE FOR DISOBEYING ME!!"
I fell another sharp sting before falling to the ground.

He'd been drinking again. Dammit. I thought I got rid of the beer....

"I tried calling you b-but I left my phone here." I mumbled as I looked up, still looking down not meeting eye contact.

"I know you left your phone you dumb bitch." He pointed to the table where my phone was. There was a big crack on it that hadn't been there before.

He'd thrown it. Again.

He sighed and rubbed his face.
"Look. I'm sorry." He said flatly. He grabbed my wrist and pulled me up. He looked me in the eyes and rubbed my face softly. He trailed my whole face, stoping at my chin, then grabbed it, pulling my head closer to his face.
He crashed his lips against mine. I felt his tongue trying force my lips open but I refused. The sickly taste and smell of him made me want to throw up.

I didn't kiss him back, which he noticed, so he pushed my face away from his. Ryan wiped his mouth then spit on the ground.

"I want you to put away the food, clean yourself up and go to bed. If you disturb me again i swear I will beat your ass! GO NOW." Ryan pushed me back on the ground kicking me in the stomach, as he steps over me, so I will move. I quickly jump up, adverting eye contact with Ryan, and get the groceries. I nodded my head when Ryan asked if I heard him say not to disturb him in the room, then walked away without saying a word.

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After putting away the groceries, I passed the bathroom on my way to the bedroom. I could hear Ryan crying. He was sobbing so hard. I cracked open the door and saw him sitting in the tub with a beer bottle on the ground. He was curled up in a ball.

I opened the door and climbed in with him. I held him in my arms as he cried.

He felt so fragile.

I pulled him closer to my chest and laid his head on my shoulder. His hands were shaking so hard as he reached up and softly squeezed my arm. He began leaning and burying himself into me.
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I don't know why I stayed with Ryan. He was absolutely awful but for some reason I loved him. When I first met Ryan, he wasnt like this at all.
He had come into the bakery I worked, and still work at, to get some cupcakes for his niece. We talked and he ended up giving me his phone number.

For me it felt like love at first sight and I thought Ryan felt the same way.

He was awesome at first. He never yelled or raised his voice.

Never hit me.

Rarely drinking.

He would surprise me with little gifts all the time. He was the boyfriend all girls dreamed of having: nice, funny, and really handsome. I mean Ryan was stunning. He had the face of an angel with eyes that could cut glass. He was about 6,0, obviously taller than me. and very muscular. Ryan usually had beautiful tan skin but he'd turned into a sickly white. Has shiny black hair was always combed back, no matter the day.

Ryan was the complete opposite of me. Me, having long dirty blonde hair, short, about 5'3. very thin with some curves whereas he was thick and big.

I had a big smile. I used to.

He had deep dimples with every smile, or frown. I used to love it.

He never smiles now.

The one and only fault I'd seen in him, when we first met was the secrets he kept.

Then his niece died. He had such a special relationship with her it was hard on him especially since she had died of cancer. They were best friends, and even though most people didn't or couldn't figure out, Ryan
Was a very stressed person. His niece was his reliever. He loved her more than anything. Never getting mad at her, no matter the mistakes she made. And she loved him too.

Then she went away.

So he took all his anger and regret out on me. At first I thought it was normal... But it turned into something else...

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