morally good

chapter 0, motives

What is morally good?

Have you ever questioned your own judgment in this regard?

Like anything else, our perspective on it differs from that of others.

There is nothing we humans can agree on.

Do you believe it is morally acceptable to kill or torture someone for a reason?

Let's be honest,

Have you ever considered killing someone?

It would be a lie to say "no" because we all wanted to and some still do.

Was your motivation morally good? Or did your actions stem only from rage?

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I aim to change how our society functions.

You have my help, please. I want to annihilate everybody or anything that has hurt or ruined you

Call me messed up, but would you not choose yourself if you had the option?

Would you not kill the person who had wronged you if there were no laws?

Be sensible; you are aware of this well.

However, I do share your belief that
Some people don't deserve to live; instead, they should die in agony and suffering.

How about we go into more details into why or how I do them?

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Man in excruciating pain is wailing and pleading for help.

"I promise! I'll never make that mistake again. I beg you, let me leave. I beg you. I have a family! Please!"

Would you lend this man a hand?

Before you answer, yes.I have to notify you that the man is a convicted sex trafficker.

In 4 years, he trafficked over 23 young females.

Isn't it funny that he still managed to escape?

Do you believe that he deserves to live?
Let's face it, we all have an answer.

I tie him up very well to the wall and drug him.

"Try not to scream like a child, will you?"

I fetch a good knife and begin removing each individual layer of his flesh.

I'm going to see to it that he perishes in pain and anguish.

I was not going to back down despite his cries for help and pleas for mercy. 

He should pay the price because he brought this on himself.

I made a cut in his stomach and began removing his intestines.

After doing that, I snatched up a pair of garden shears and began gradually cutting off each of his fingers.

I'm not sure when he passed away, but after I was done, he was no longer with us.

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Today, I received 35,000 USD.

I look at time and It's 11 A.M

I leave, run a little, and then I arrive at my favourite spot.

It's a sizable hill that overlooks a lake.

On the ground, I can see youngsters having fun.

They're so innocent and happy, I think, yet people still take advantage of them.

Why do those individuals deserve to live?

I'll never know the reason, but that's okay because I'll look out for everyone and they'll be taken care of. Those despicable individuals who harm them will be removed from society by me.

I can feel my sleepiness causing me to nod off, as I eventually pass out.

Even though I don't feel anything while I'm sleeping, it appears the same as when I'm up.

Yes, I experience pain and grief, but wouldn't it be preferable if I were to experience no negative emotions at all? Just total blackness, just like when I sleep.

The only thing keeping me alive is the knowledge that no one else is like me and that no one else is willing to exert as much effort as I am. I may not be happy, but at least more of those kids will be smiling, trauma- and worry-free. I wish I had a past like that, one without tragedy or trauma, childhood were I was able to smile. At least I can give those kids the past I never had.

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The end of chapter 1.

Author note: Idk what I'm doing with my life ☠️☠️☠️