yoongi has never felt an emotion since he was born.
he has never cared about discovering his emotions and leaving this darkness, until he met his light.
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ship: yoonmin
top! yoongi
bottom! jimin
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yoongi's pov
i woke up today just like any other day. except today i had to go to school, and start a new year in that hell hole. my grades are good, most of the teachers are alright, and i get to see my friends, but the only reason i'm dreading walking into that building is because i hate the other students. they are loud and don't stop talking.
a majority of the girls and guys at my school will go anything to try to get the attention of everyone in my friends group. i guess it's because we are consider good looking, but that doesn't mean its any less bothering. they are always up in our buisness to the point where we hide on the roof during lunch. it's tiring, but hopefully this year will be better...
after my alarm went off i got up and got ready for the day. i decided to wear black ripped jeans and a black hoodie, which is something i would wear any other day.
i was running late so i didn't have time to eat breakfast, so i just slipped on some white vans and ran out the door to my bus stop.
once on the bus, i put in my head phones and stared out the window just listening to music.
after a while my eyes started to wander around the bus watching people laughing and goofing with their friends.. it sucked watching all the happy faces.
ever since i was born, i've never felt feelings. i didn't even cry as a baby and my parents thought there was something wrong with me, but no doctor can figure out what is happening to me.
after a while everyone around me got used to how i act. my parents are always up my ass because they want me to "get better", but they should know by now that i'm stuck like this.
i have never genuinely laughed or felt the happiness that i saw on others faces. it never really bothered me, but recently i've been wondering how it feels to feel.
my friends have tried everything, but i haven't felt anything.. ever. i don't understand why they are friends with me. i feel like a burden to our friend group. i don't contribute to anything, but they said that they love me and they will always be by my side, so i appreciate them.
yoongi was snapped out of his thoughts once he heard his stop being called. he hopped off the bus and started walking into school. ____________________
• finally posting my first chapter 💪
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