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( pretend this is gemma ^^ )
Around a year ago i started hanging out with the sturnilo triplets but ever since i've had a better connection with Chris out of all of them. I hanged out with him way more often then anyone else, we were like insuperable. I hang out with every day at night. It's always been normal but for some reason these few days i've been feeling weird around him ?
I'm not sure what the feelings are but i'm sure that i get a bunch of butterflies around him, the feelings are weird it's feels like it's a mix of feeling but at the same time it doesn't feel like that.
We've always hugged normally but now whenever he hugs me i feel a electric shot. My heart always goes crazy around him, it's always beating really fast. Once i always hanging out with him and while backing up from a hug he accidentally put his hand on my heart and felt it best so fast.
" why's your heart beating so fast are you okay do you need to go to the doctor?! " he said that with the most worried tone and worried look but somehow said it so gently and looked so calm. i feel like i'm cursed of some sort it had happen very sudden that i feel so weird around him.
Maybe i feel for him? No no no that can't happen his my best friend and he would never have feeling for someone like me. I've had many both crush over me but Chris is different we've been best friend and relationships like that always ruin things. Like what if he ends up rejecting me and it becomes awkward between us the he stop hanging out with me then the other do to so it's not as awkward.
I'm always filled of different thought and emotions in my mind i never take a break. I always worry about things and the only person who knows about this is Chris it's another reason why i can't lose him he's way to special to me.
Chris has always been there for me and i've been there for him so if i lose contact with him i'll probably collapse. I can't do most stuff without his company he's like my guardian but at the same time i feel like i'm drowning Chris in all of my problems because i can't handle it myself. i feel like he'll leave me sooner or later because of how annoying i get.
Tomorrow, i'll make sure i don't worry Chris with any of my worries since i want all of us to have a relaxing day. Nick planned to go to a restaurant which i felt like it would be a great idea to sit back and relax. i'll dress up very pretty and dress nice since apparently it's gonna be a fancy restaurant.i'll look the best i've ever have.
- also some information Gemma is one my irl friends that i care for very much and she help me and inspired me to make this story so thank you so much Gemma ily 🫶 I wanted to make this for her love of chris 😉 so please blow up !! word count : 538
