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written by imran malik
Please read to the music link at the last line of this book read with the mysic playing and enjoy
this is a fiction book
i was once sitting down holding my pen in hand made of gen writing the trials of my life in the lines i would hope to see written in my book of deeds when i lift up hoping i see the light that shine fourth reaching the sky as i look up the angels would come out from the clouds decend down to me with a script of my lives work as i grab it disappears from me with jus the fragrance spreading closer to my nose as i breath it in i find myself in love as the rheel falls into place flashing the stages of my life all the times i worked all the fights the childhood memories all the nights the blues played with a guitar looking up n lonely through the window before a holiday seeing her face smiling never too lucky at will destroyed by the fog of darkness reaching the point where i'm helpless showing father releasing it before it pains me any longer standing stood ...
mother rushing attending to my moment trying everything she could i'm crying out loud today i was in extreme sadness that i had once again ruined everything i could of lived for and the enemies in my mind laughing that they succeeded taken plugged with injections and carried upon the back tip i looked at him he knocked me back to sleep as i open my feathers and look up to the bright light thinking i'm in heaven but i'm in hell near by a monitor naked in my bed with tubes at the ice of me a nurse walking away from my reach unable to sit up but mother there next to me the love of liven or just a dream the moments when at night alone i could not sleep reaching the love every morning with the nurses to trick me later to plan n plot me a setup again taken to the same home i found myself broken in with no tv of my own no cd player jus enough sick people there accused of blame ..
goin through some madness making it back home the whole block knowing but the neighbours next doors not caring moving away i can barely picture myself alive when i could of been in the grave ignored for a longer stay booked by plague caught microchipped in the helicopter as i can remember with the neighbours moving away laughing as they drive off to throw the remote to some crazy crack heads who would spread rumours of my life and try and steal copy my ideas secrets of my lives work to scare me everyday of worries n threats to not let me breath in peace with ringing in my ears pain in my body to trick me to taking pills that will one day distort me to have the doctors pay me while they visit to check up on me if i'm dead yet to isolate me from everything while being spied upon to make me a nobody before the song is heard but i won't give up cause the lord helped me raised me up taught me something they would never know even with all the black magic and technology and there s no need for me to pray when i'm not healthy to have me forgiven before i pass away with all the good deeds from all those that hated me from everywhere and who continue to know me through many people to see this surprise the day i wake up still human but in a different world what will it take me to look back now that its gone and what waits me is the kingdom of light shining so bright unable to be understood by anything else since the special body i been given is only for myself to learn at what helped me make it here i feel wall the joy all the women i loved and all the toys all the cars and all the music all the houses big large mansions upon grandees and rivers running free snatching the liquor out of my friends hand who apologised to me smiling happy with his girl friend calling him and i'm left alone by a boat that appears next to me and i'm sailing so in a rush i get the tour here while i'm living so i'm dreaming more seeing outside my front door where i use to stand in them days back smocking fags and the neighbours who would walk pass to taunt n check up on me playing games never to see me set free not even this year happy as i could of dreamed it was the evil around that carved me into believing i could of lived this way dying inside with something i lost so before all these flowing colours in this water i made a choice its why i never lost and whoever would wanna steal and take my life would be cursed cause god only gave it to me and especially i never stole it from anyone else i knew deep in my heart this was what would get me paid so here i am looking young for a long way but the wind is blowing the chapters back of my life cause nothing stayed the same it all changed where would i start if i had a chance to go back i'd knock on the doors of the people who were there in my time if their still at home if their not old yet if their still young and if they still got they bikes so we can ride all day outside the weather is so beautiful i remember seeing a women buckle her tire in front of a guy who would offer back her a hand and she would look surprised ....
lights upon lights as the pages reach the day will there be jus light or will i be raised up again on a day under the burning yeat to be judged in front of those that use to judge me with the clothes of paradise put on me and a horse waiting nothin like i ever seen to take me to the stream of river where i would collect the water and be clean passing the bridge half way makin it on the oner side glancing back while walking forward half smiling for the rest to be free ..
turned in to ashes when a lightning breaks in my lives book like the look of those that use to seduce me jus to use me beside now the ones who seduce you love ing me and looking at you looking now ugly to plays me for a fool still i know whats in your set i forgive you god turn her back all light let her be my friend cause behind all i see is what i prefer for no human being come ith me and bring your x lover lets all take a shower and become the best of lovers its hard to contemplate if i could tell you what awaits but i aint got there yet just a line behind the owner if he would clean me with a water plate and by my own hands on my again wiping down with you in front of me and the rest looking so different and blessed brand new n fresh smiling with a scent holdings hands walking legs ...in to the pink atmosphere blue sky trees with passing music angels saluting peace to you you made it this is heaven entertainment in the best new i thought you knew before i got to see the last written word guess it was you ...with your name in it
as the book of my life flew away out in to the open straight in to the deep nothingness meaningless and fall of the lake beside the templates of those that were unlucky to make it here still screaming in pain along side the golden cups that take me strangee places only to bring me back what if you was to drink this guess i'm lucky enough to know it was all different i think i'm talking to god cause he showed me what really hap end to the unlucky people out side the kingdom who got lost in the road i release the frames of fire thinking it was mans idea to trick the people on earth yet boldy so loving too had to see it real.. but as the wind blew i was blessed not to care of it cause i was given light so the darkness would never reveal from here ...
handed my book by an angel telling me god has reserved all this for you jus for you jus for your body mind n soul full of rewards you earned and this is what you found everything is yours ...
before i could rise from my sleep i could see the prison surrounding me deep in the dark blue sheets moving to pull the curtains when waking i could see myself resting with all the poisonous snakes around me hissing making the tones seem too real in my ear enticing fear and evil in my spirit unshaken by the delight of heaven and seeing it for where i been as the dust grew in my eyes before i could rub them off away the stain that was generated since they played with my dream the clock past 8 too late for prayer the news of unhappiness that very day the displeasing effect the loss of my love things i use to own all taken away the tear falling while i sleep from my eyes long down my cheeks on my smile the devils smelling my clothes to predict what is he preparing today the fools who would sit n participate to plot against me who won't be able to sue me in court the lies the innocents are fed jus to pray at their gods at home to see me dead scraping the thorns on my flesh holding my rose in hand taking it away from my nose playing with my shoes placing them on dressing me up with my red bow preparing me for my funeral preparing the food to feed the people who would jus come to eat and not remember me cursing me when i'm getting buried all talking in a hurry sending people to piss on me taking all the property and money wiping my image and replacing me in urgency with no eterny and no friends no relative and no family no kids no one close that knows me all moved out of the hood after this the farewells the walks the running away the things i use to bring n brought thrown along the way in exchange for new ones not from me with their new loves the music i made manipulated remixed like toxic and scent the books i wrote burnt changed thrown for its meaning people reliving the same prisoned in slavery sin n fame all those yet the kiss on my lips from the female i use to love jus her spirit walking close to back away cause today she had passed away too to find me there standing appearing next to her grabbing her hand too kissing near with the light up from heaven shining acending up n up in the kingdom of gods heaven seeing the pastor along the way that gave me the mail today welcome you've made it here there's no going back hey i gotta join you later i gotta give them their letters their outside over there ..
as i received the letter it contained a book inside the end ...
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