Frame Of Mind (Sapience Series #2)

Chapter 12

He sighed heavily before he started to play the intro of the song 'so sick', my favorite song. I was amazed by him, as if he memorized every chord of that song.

"Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone

'Cause right now, it says that we
Can't come to the phone

And I know it makes no sense
'Cause you walked out the door

But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore..."

I was even more amazed by his voice as if he was hypnotizing me. I looked away because i can feel my face heated, he's so freaking attractive, his fallen hair was blowing in the wind.

"It's ridiculous
It's been months
And for some reason I just..."

when I looked at him I saw that he was just looking at me too, and suddenly he smiled.

"Can't get over us
And I'm stronger than this, yeah...
Enough is enough"

Parang nag wawala na lahat ng organs ko sa tiyan, grabe naman yung epekto ng pag kanta niya sa akin parang iba iba na ang pwesto ng mga lamang loob ko.

"No more walkin' round
With my head down...

I'm so over being blue
Cryin' over you..."

I can feel his gaze on my skin.

"And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears...

So done with wishing
You were still here

Said, I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?..."

Sinasabayan lang siya nila elise, habang ako ay hinahabol pa rin ang tibok ng puso ko, sa sobrang bilis. Nang matapos na niyang kantahin ay ibinalik na rin niya ang gitara kay theo.

"Paturo naman kumanta" bulong ko sa kanya at tumawa.

"Next time" he also chuckled. When he smiles his eyes disappear, thats why he look even more innocent.

"Ikaw aki?" Aabot sana sa akin ni theo pero lumayo ka agad ako.

"Ayoko, baka masira buhay niyo" iling ko sa kanya.

"Matagal mo ng sinira" si hideo.

"Oo, isusunod ko mukha mo" irap ko sa kanya.

"Ay hindi pa ba sira?" Si elle, at nag peace sign pa kay hideo.

"Namo ka" hideo raised his middle finger at elle.

Si avine ay tahimik lang na naka tingin sa amin, as usual. Hindi naman siya masyadong maingay, hindi rin masyadong madaldal hindi kagaya ni elle at ni elise na walang tigil ang bibig.

"Sirain mo din buhay ko" bulong ni shin sa akin.

"Bakit ko sisirain kung pwede namang pasayahin ko buhay mo" tumingin ako sa kanya at ngumiti ng nakakaloko. 

"Sounds good though" he chuckled.

Nasira ang moment namin ni shin ng biglang umubo si elise at ngumiti sa akin. Tinignan ko ang mga kasama namin na naka tingin lang din sa aming dalawa ni shin, si hideo naman ay parang pinag bagsakan ng langit at lupa.