Some one-shots

The End

Ryo POV

I sigh as I see my psycho ex sleeping at my doorstep again through my window. I really wish she'd just leave me be, I broke up with her because she wasn't who I thought she was. I go sit on the couch and turn on the TV just for the noise.

~~~~~~~Flashback!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I see a girl with soft eyes and purple hair, in a school uniform that resembles my own, except for females. She's walking around like she's lost, I walk up to her. I tap her shoulder and put on a broad smile, "Hi! Do you go to *random high school name here*?" She nods and I continue, "You seem lost! Where are you trying to get to?" She gives me a sweet smile, "The train station! I just transferred to your school!" I keep my smile, "Oh! That's where I'm headed so you can come with me! Since we're both going to the same place anyway!" She skips alongside me the whole way to the train station.

We ride on the train peacefully until I hear her squeak. "What's wrong?" I turn to look at her and she's blushing and trying to move away from a certain spot. I conclude she's probably getting groped, but I don't want to make a scene so I just move her to in front of me. I cover her kind of like a shield, because I'm blocking her from everyone else. I whisper, "You OK? By the way, I never caught you're name." She smiles and nods, "My name is Amaya! You can just call me Ama-chan though! What's your name?" I laugh, " I'm Ryo, Ama-chan."

~~~~~~~~End of Flashback!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

That was when we had just met though. After that we became close friends and then on graduation day, as we were seniors, she confessed to me. I accepted, of course! She was the sweetest person I'd ever met, that's when things went bad, she became more possessive by the day. Eventually it became so bad that she wouldn't let me do what I loved most, visit my family, or have any new friends, I became completely isolated, with only her as company.

After about a year of putting up with this I told her I wanted to break up with her. That's when she went really crazy saying things like, "If I can't have you know one can!" And other really possessive stuff. Then, she stabbed me... She was arrested and put into a mental ward while I was in the hospital.

It's been five years since then, the mental ward deemed her mentally stable and was released just a few days ago. Since the day she was released she's been at my doorstep, she doesn't follow me, doesn't converse with me, she just stays there, smiling at me sweetly whenever I pass her. If this was seven years ago I would have smiled back, or even hugged her, but not after what she'd done to me. I occasionally see her leave, most likely to take care of her body's needs, like food, bathroom, etc. I still hadn't forgiven her after these five years. How could I?! She stabbed me for God's sake! I should really stop thinking about this, instead I'm gonna take a nap.

~~~~~~~~~~~POV Switch!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Amaya's POV

I stretch and yawn, waking up and knowing I'd woken up before Ryo-chan. I smile when I see Ryo emerging a few minutes later. I scoot over so he can leave, I just smile softly at him as he leaves. I want to say so many things, but I don't want to upset him more than I already am. I'll wait until he starts a conversation. I really regret what I did five years ago... I think this after he's out of sight. He was only nice to me, and what did I repay him with? Isolation and a knife in the back, literally. I cry silently, hoping that maybe one day he'll forgive me. I won't apologize to him because I've already tried, once when I called him from the rehab center, and it just makes him angrier.

I'm not going to move until he acknowledges me at the least. I pull my knees up to my chest, I sleep sitting up against his door. It has started to hurt, but I don't care, I'll get used to it eventually. I'm not giving up on him. I also won't be put back into the ward unless I try to harm him or follow him. So, if I just stay here, and don't do anything I'm okay.

When he returns later that day he has a beautiful woman with him, I feel jealousy, and I want to rip him away from her, but I just smile softly, like always. I've gotta keep my cool as he takes her inside and shuts the door behind them. I cry for the second time that day, this time sobbing loudly, but I bite my palm to muffle my cries and sobs. At one point I bit so hard my palm bled, I cried myself to sleep.

The next morning when I woke up, I noticed blood on my clothes I panicked, then I realized it was my own from biting too hard. I spilled a lot of blood, but I tend to bleed unusually large amounts. I sigh in relief, until the woman from last night walks out the door, giving MY purple-headed Ryo a passionate kiss before waving to him with a smile. I just smile at Ryo, my usual routine, that is until he notices the blood on my clothes and hand. I see he is about to slam the door shut and call the police, I put my foot between the door and door frame, crushing my foot and I hear crackles in my foot. That hurts like hell, but I'm not going to let him misunderstand and send me back to that horrid place.

Out of pure adrenaline I ignore the pain and push the door open. "It's not what it looks like!" He spits back at me, "Like hell it's not what it looks like! I'm calling the police and you're going back to the nut house!" I say, "NO! Please don't send me back there! I'm better! I am! I just was crying last night and I wanted to muffle it, so I bit my hand! I bit a little too hard and started bleeding! I swear!" He snorts in disbelief, "People don't bleed that much from a bite!" He's practically screaming at me now! "You know I bleed an unusually large amount from small wounds! You know that!"

We fall silent for a few minutes, but the I say, "I love you! I've been waiting for five long years to come back to you! I'm better now! I've been waiting to tell you that! I never said that before! But now I am! I love you!" I fall down, now sitting on the floor. He is stunned silent after what I said. He sits down shakily and says quietly, "I can't love you, not after what you did. Amaya, it's not possible for me to love you again. You should give up. I have moved on, I love that woman that you saw earlier, much more than I ever loved you, and she actually loves me back, and doesn't demand I be with only her, I can see my family, I can have friends."

I say, "I know what I did was wrong! I've been beating myself up for it for the past four years, the first year, yeah, I didn't really regret what I did, but that was before I was given phone permissions. The first person I called was you, when you answered I was overjoyed, but when I heard your depressed 'Hello?' I felt a crushing guilt. After that I apologized, but you just got angry! So, please will you leave that woman and love me again?" He says, "She's pregnant, with my child, we're going to have a family. I'm proposing as soon as I get the money for a ring. I don't want your love!" I feel warm tears slipping down my cheeks, now I know I'll never get him back... He's got a family, one that I could have had with him, if I hadn't been so, so selfish. If I hadn't stabbed him, if I hadn't broken him! I stand up, swaying slightly, "I understand. You'll never see my face again."

I stumble out the door like a drunk limping from my injured foot, I know exactly where I'm going from here. I'm going to the end...the end of this pitiful thing others call life.

~~~~~~~~~~POV Switch!~~~~~~~~

Ryo POV

I shut the door after she leaves I mumble, "I hope you find someone that can love you, even with the past you have. I hope you find happiness."

~~~~~~~~~POV Switch!~~~~~~~~~~~

Narrator POV

What Ryo didn't know was that when she said, "You'll never see my face again." She meant no one would ever see her face again.