°•Since I Left•°☆Marauders/ Golden Trio☆

°•Chapter 1•°

Monas POV

I've been trying to put Dallas a happy and energetic 3 year old to sleep all evening. Now its 10PM, Sirius wasn't seen anywhere, trick or treaters has been coming in all evening.

Sirius was at Potters. He wanted to make sure they were doing ok.

''Come on Dallas pleease sleep. Maybe you are hungry darling?'' I couldn't do it anymore. Dallas wasn't sleepy, hungry, didn't need to potty. He was just crying for hours since Sirius had left.

It hurt to see him like this, he's always been the fathers boy. Anything they did he still perferd his father. Honestly it annoyed me, i was the one who carried him for 9 months, was in labour for 3 and a half hours of pain. While all Sirius had to do was shag her and stay.

''Dada? Dada?!'' Dallas cried out. ''Shh.. everything will be alright.. Dad will be home soon, why don't you try to fall asleep while we wait eh?'' I softly spoke to the toddler hoping to calm him down a bit, ''No sleep! Me want dada!'' Dallas screamed at me, at this point I couldn't take it anymore it was so very frustrating.

I felt hopeless, I wanted to scream-cry, I felt like I had no power.

I didn't realise when my eyes started to tear up, I set the toddler on the couch with his favourite toys and a life sized plush dog, while I rushed to the bathroom.

I broke down, I couldn't keep it in anymore. It was frustrating and it hurt, I don't know why but it did. I could hear the bathroom door open slowly, ''Mama? Is mama ok?'' Dallas spoke out softly, he wasn't crying anymore. ''Yeah mama is ok now'' I smiled to him, i crouched down infront of him. He lifted his hands to my face holding my cheeks in his tiny hands, ''me make mama better, me go sleep to wait fo' dada?'' He looked me in the eye while speaking seriously.

°•Time skip•°

Dallas was asleep, while I decided to stay up a little more.

What if something happend to Sirius? Is he okay? I was starting to panick inside slightly. What i-

I heard the door fly open and close shut, ''Darling! Get some fire-whiskey today is the day Voldemort died! Gone forever, MERLIN this feels good to say.'' I heard Sirius yell.

I felt the breath I didn't know I was holding release. They are ok. He is ok. I sprinted  to the corridor near the door and jumped to hug him,''tell me everything'' I whispered to him. After he told me everything I couldn't help but smile, James, Lily and Harry all made it out alive, the dark Lord was dead, everything was finaly going ok.

I could hear tiny footsteps come out of the bedroom coming closer to us, ''dada! Dada now home!'' Dallas cheered.

Everything was going well for us now, it seems like we have a eternity planned out for us. All of this was perfect and thats what gave me hope to move on every day.

516 words!

This is the first chapter of this book! I hope you enjoyed so far!

Stay safe, drink water, eat, sleep, YOU matter!!