°•Since I Left•°☆Marauders/ Golden Trio☆

°•Chapter 2•°

Monas POV (this is like a week later around 3:30PM)

''Darling, I'm going out with the guys, need anything from the store? I could get something on my way home?'' I heard Sirius shout from the kitchen as I was putting Dallas to his crib after he fell asleep on the floor watching cartoons.

''But I was going to see Lily , I told you a week ago. Who's going to stay with Dallas?'' I said while walking into the kitchen, to be honest it was getting frustrating. This had been happening for months now. Lately I haven't been able to go out and see my friends because of it.

''Well you could take Dallas with you eh? I really have to go now sweetheart,'' he said going to the door. ''Well I can't, we were going to the bar, I can’t take Dallas there!'' Now its really pissing me of.

''Then stay home or invite Lily over here?''

''I haven't left this house in days and you still suggest me staying home? Nope absolutely no! James always stays home with Harry when asked why can't you?! Its always me who has to stay home, I want to have a social like aswell you know?!'' God this pissed me of. Every. Single. Time.

''Other time ok, I really have to go now, cya darling'' he said pecking my cheek and ran out of the flat.

I had called Lily explaining the situation, she understood and called him and asshole which I appreciated alot. I felt like she understood me in situations like these since I gave birth to Dallas.

I heard Dallas quietly calling out for me, he was finaly awake from his nap which was a relief because the silence in this house was depressing after fights like these.

''Mama, Dallas hungy'!'' He reached his tiny hands to me asking me to pick him up.

I picked him up and placed him onto my hip. ''What would you like Dall? Maybe some pasta ooor some soup ooor maybe some chicken nuggets eh?'' I said playfully as Dallas giggled to each longer or's. ''Dallas want pasta!'' He cheered out, ''ok pasta it is! Want to help mama make it ooor you perhaps want to watch some cartoons?'' I laughed at the excited toddler, ''Dallas help mama!''

°•Time skip •°

After making pasta from scratch and helping Dallas to eat AND doing the dishes, it was time to relax and watch some cartoons with Dallas aka his favourite time of the day.

After some time I heard very energetic and fast knocking onto the door, I quickly got up and answered the door.

It was Peter. He looked somewhat guilty and nervous.

''Pete' you ok? Come inside..'' I rushed him to the kitchen table.

''I saw Sirius and..'' he sighted and made a long pause, ''I saw him and Remus making out a week ago. He made me promise not to tell you, but I couldn't! And today after our meet up I saw them doing it again. I couldn't not tell you! Its wrong! To cheat I mean not being gay or bi-'' he rambled

''Peter calm down.. its ok and its the right thing you told me. Thank you Peter.'' I said as I felt tears collect in my eyes, ''maybe you would like some leftover pasta? If yes you can warm it up on the stove also Dallas is in the living room watching cartoons, I have to use the restroom..'' I said., I could feel a pit forming in my stomach. I don't know how much longer I can hold it down before throwing up.

I rushed to the bathroom throwing up. I felt sick fizically and mentally. I was pregnant which I found out this morning, my boyfriend is cheating on me with one of his and my best friends. I felt sick, so fucking sick.

Tw- vomiting?

It didn't take long before I threw up. How can I do this alone? I cant help but feel hopeless , all of this seems so unreal so fucking unreal.

What do I do?

676 words!

And a pretty sad chapter! Also we getting another child get ready bitches.

Stay safe, drink water, eat, sleep, YOU matter!