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You'll Be a Doctor My Son

note: hello :) I wanted to apologize in advance if there are any mistakes, my first language isn't english. I still hope you'll enjoy this fiction :) <3 Also the 3RACHA members will be refered by their english names because I originally wrote this for class and I didn't want to put Korean names. (Chris = BangChan; Peter= Jisung; Lewis= Changbin)

side-note for my french readers: bonjour, si vous avez cliqué sur cette fiction car vous me suivez, sachez que celle-ci est anglaise et je m'excuse si vous ne pouvez pas comprendre. ps: je m'excuse mais je ne reviendrai pas sur wattpad pour continuer mes anciennes fanfictions.

enjoy :)

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"You'll be a doctor my son!" Screams are getting louder and louder in Felix's home. His dad was getting more and more angry as his son was trying to make him understand why he didn't want to take this path. Felix's mom was desperately trying to calm his husband down. His dad was just too harsh with him, he didn't understand him. It wasn't the first time Felix had to go through this talk with his dad, but it was always useless and it always felt to him like talking to a wall. His dad was as cold as ice but also so hot-blooded. However today, Felix got lucky. Sometimes, his dad would get so mad that he would also get violent. This mess lasted around 20 minutes before Felix ran to his room and broke down in tears, having a whole panic attack. Felix was so lost, he didn't know who he was, or who he wanted to be, but he knew for sure he didn't want to be a doctor, nor a lawyer or an engineer. And that was unacceptable for his asian father. It was starting to feel like hell for Felix, he could barely breathe due to the anxiety he was feeling, his head hurted and his whole body was shaking as tears fell down his cheeks. He tried to stop himself from crying, but controlling a panic attack alone was quite difficult. He had to get out of this toxic environment. It was the 8th of February, 10PM. Felix decided to get out of his room, it felt too suffocating for him. But he didn't want to face his parents again so he had made the decision to get out of the house by his window. He put pillows under his blanket to fake his own silhouette and secretly went out, making sure to not fall.

After landing his two feet down, he finally took a deep breath. He still had red teary eyes from crying so much. His vision was still a little blurry and he still had a headache, but at least, he wasn't shaking anymore. The fresh air did help. After having come to his senses, he looked up at the skies, it was pretty and the stars were shining, it was beautiful. Felix never saw the sky from that angle, and by that it means that he never went out like that. But he just couldn't bear it anymore. It was a sudden and spontaneous decision. It was quite cold and he forgot to bring a hoodie before jumping. But he could not go back or it would make too much noise. He just had to deal with the temperature and he just concluded that he had to walk to heat up a bit. It would also be safer to not stay in front of the house if he didn't want to get caught. Since it was Friday night, the streets of his city were still very animated. It was for Felix, a new dimension. In his 17 years of life, all he ever did was study, he never went out to party or hang out this late. He discovered a new city, the atmosphere was totally different from how it is in the middle of the day.

As the young man was walking in the street, he suddenly heard music coming from a door in a small alley. The music was getting louder as he was walking closer to the door. The music was some kind of hip-hop and rap, the lyrics were a little blurry but Felix could hear different powerful voices. Now standing in front of the door, he could read some posters next to it which said: "Welcome to Hip-Top! The first mini concert hall in the whole city! Feel free to enter, no tickets or invitations needed!". Out of adrenaline and from his new-found rebellious side, Felix resolved to enter the «club» carefully. The place was a humble hall with one small stage, there was a mini-bar to drink and some seats, however most of the public was standing up. On the stage, there were 3 boys around the same age as him, maybe older. Felix immediately loved the whole vibe of this place, and he really liked the trio that was performing. Felix got closer to the stage to see the three men performing better. He was getting obsessed with everything he saw, from the place, the vibe, to the performers. Suddenly, he accidently made eye contact with the boy in the middle, the stranger smiled at him and continued rapping. Felix was caught out of guard by the handsome man. He stared at him to watch more precisely his features. The man had brown curly hair, a big triangle nose, dark eyes and wide lips. As for his outfit, he was wearing all black clothes and a beanie. Felix was hypnotized by that man, he saw something special from him, he made him forget all his problems, and even more, he made him forget the world around him. Or maybe that was just because he loved the place too much. In any way, he felt way better than before.