Do you believe in TRUE LOVE?

the real me

We got home in such a mess, horrible looks for Michelle and Catherine dahil nakipag away sila. I'm not happy sa nangyari but the blame was all on me.

"Sa susunod, huwag ka nga sumama sa amin Nissan! "Galit parin si Michelle and Catherine just nodded saying she agreed. Since then, never na akong nakasama sa kanila.
Nakakasama man ako but behind their backs lang, I need to be atleast 100 steps away from them.
Minsan hindi nalang ako sumasama, what's the point?
People just don't like me,
I've been feeling alone for almost all of my life, I'm 16 years old.
Hindi ako close sa family ko for some awful reasons.
Hindi ako masyadong nagsasalita, but I tried to become talkative.
But it all ended up in failure.
Everytime may nagtatanong kung Sino best friends ko, my answer:I don't know, hindi ako sigurado kung may bestfriend ba ako,
Sinasabi ng teachers ko na I'm great, I'm talented, I'm almost perfect.
That's what they're comments are, para sa tunay na nakakilala sakin.
But others judge me. Really unfair!
Hindi ako close sa mom ko dahil she gaved me a burden that I might carry for the rest of my life.
When I was just 5 years old, my mom told me that I was just adopted. She said I was never part of the family.
And my dad said it was true. They laughed at me, in my young age all I can do was cry.
Hindi rin ako closed sa dad ko dahil he is unfair! Favoritism ! Yan si dad! He has favorites, mas paborito niya si Michelle. Dad never even smiled at me like the way she smiled at Michelle. It's not that I'm jealous, masakit lang sa part ko kasi they're unfair.
I often cry at night dahil Masikip ang dibdib ko, though nararamdaman ko ang loneliness I still smile when I wake up in the morning.
May sakit ako, I'm suffering from leukemia and brain damage. Hindi naman ako Baliw ah, scientific explanation nun is may scar sa brain tissue ko, due to an accident me and my dad had when I was just 3 years old.
Maputla labi ko, hindi ako maganda, 5.2 ang height ko, medyo singkit ang Mata, medyo chubby. Mahilig ako sa libro, mahilig akong mag luto at mamigay ng regalo kahit Walang occasion.
Para sakin lahat ng tao kaibigan ko, I don't have enemies.
I guess they judge me agad,
Hindi ako mahilig mamasyal, depende sa occasion lang.
Limit akong tumawa at medyo Mahina boses ko.
I'm always on top of the school honors and perfect daughter para sa Ibang nakakapansin ng effort ko, hindi ako nagmamayabang ha, please huwag niyo isipin yun. Yun lang kasi ang meron ako, and gusto ko rin sana makita yun ng mga magulang ko.
Hindi ako close sa mga teenagers, nahihirapan akong makihalobilo sa kanila, mas madali akong napapalapit sa mga matatanda

I have a huge respect for everyone, know me first before you judge me.
And you'll never regret it. Promise.

Mahilig ako sa promises kasi I feel secured lahat kapag sealed with a promise. Madali akong maniwala sa sinasabi ng lahat kaya medyo sensitive ako. Sorry, I'm not perfect

I have a thing for perfection, pasensiya na! I've been trying to be perfect all my life kahit hindi naman talaga ako perfect, it's hard living like this.

People judge me, just one mistake and a million bad comments will come out from their mouths. They judge me by the way I dressed myself, by the way I talk and communicate. By the way I appreciate things.

I don't dress like a whore ha, I dress too much formally. I often used coats, gowns and other proper dresses. I don't wear skirt or sleeveless .
Lumaki ako using English language, pero dahil filipina ako at nandito ako sa pilipinas, tagalog is a proper language to use.

I appreciate little things in life.

masaya ako kapag nakakatanggap ng thank you at Iba pang greetings galing sa Iba, naaappreciate ko mga regalo nila.

Other's called me a morning person.

Mahilig akong libutin ang lugar namin just to say good morning.

Kaya lahat ng Kapit bahay namin natutuwang makita ako,
I'm happy to see them smile.

And I don't trust boys.

Sorry, for just some reason. Wala akong boyfriend, and hindi ko pa nasusubukang magkaroon. Wala din sa isip ko ang magkarelasyon, dahil I'm too young pa and marami pa akong Dapat gawin. Plano ko nga maging matandang dalaga. Hahaha, hindi naman po ako man hater, Ayoko ko lang magpaligaw. Ayoko lang macommit, madadagdagan responsibilities ko. And hindi lahat ng lalaki sincere.

May Ibang lalaki nanliligaw lang dahil sa hitsura ng babae, may Iba din na nanligaw lang dahil sikat ang babae, may Iba rin na nanligaw lang upang gawing wallet ang babae, buti sana kung nilalagyan pero paano kung laging kuha? Get's niyo po ba?

Pero hindi naman lahat. Sorry sa matatamaan ko, opinion ko lang po yun. Sorry, ganito talaga ako eh, wala kasi akong experience and wala akong balak magka experience dahil may reason din ako.

Pero kapag Tinanong niyo ako:do you believe in TRUE LOVE?
Sagot ko : yes, oo! I believe in TRUE LOVE.

Kaya congratulations sa lahat ng inlove. Sana panghabang buhay na yan,