~Caspar's POV~
I open my eyes, wincing at the sudden sunlight, stinging my eyes. I roll over, and see a boy, who I slightly remember from the night before.I look under the duvet, and see both of our naked bodies. Shit. I roll out of bed, and rush to get my boxers on, a pull my pants on. I walk out of the room quickly, and almost bump right into Alfie, who is also doing the walk of shame.
"Hey mate" he pats my back, and glances through the open door, at Joe, who is still sleeping peacefully. "Looks like you two had fun." I roll my eyes, and walk down the stairs, and see Zoe in the kitchen.
"Good morning Casp!" I wave at her, and walk into the kitchen. "So... You and Joe?" I look to the ground, shrugging. "Well are you... Y'know..."
"I honestly don't know. I felt something, but I think I need to figure that out before I can commit." She looks at me, sighing. "Joe is going to be sad if you don't explain why you left."
I sit down, and Zoe hands me a mug. "I just... I don't know." She shrugs. "Well why don't you try... Being with Joe?" I sip my coffee, and contemplate what I should do.
"I mean... I just don't want to break his heart." She sips her own mug of coffee, and Alfie comes into the kitchen, hugging her waist. "Well. The worst that can happen is that it won't work out. At least try"
"I just... I don't know, Zoe. I need to think." I place down my mug, and stand up. "Thanks for having me, but I really need to go." She comes around the counter to hug me quickly, and I swiftly walk out the door, to my car.
As soon as I'm inside, I let the tears flow. I put my head in my hands, and full out sob for a good 20 minutes. I hear a light knocking, and tilt my head upwards.
I see Joe, peering through the window, looking worried. I unlock the car door, and he climbs into the passenger seat. "Are you... Okay, Casp?" I sigh, and sit back in my seat.
"No. I just... I don't know. What are we. What is this?" I motion between us, and he looks down. "What do you want it to be, Caspar?" I shrug my shoulders. "I just... I don't know. Am I gay? Am I straight? Am I bi?" He leans forward, and takes my hand in his.
"There's only one way to find out. And at least now we're sober." I nod my head in agreement, and we both lean in, our lips touching for the first time soberly, and it's perfect.
I wrap my arms around his neck, and he climbs over the seat, onto my lap. He straddles me, as I move my hands all around his back, stroking his back. All I know now is; I don't want this to end.
He moves back to the passenger seat, and pats my hand. "It's your choice, mate." He climbs out of the car, closing the door behind him. I decide I need to find out for sure if I can commit to him, and I know just how.
Night time approaches, and I decide I am going to the club, to find some random girl to kiss. Then, I'll have my answer... Right?
I arrive at La Rouge, a very nice lounge in London. I walk in, glancing around, trying to find some girl. I sigh, when I see a beautiful red head. I walk over, and sit next to her.
"Hi there, beautiful." I smile at her, glancing at the bartender. She smiles at me, and sips her drink. "Can I buy you a drink?" She blushes, and nods her head.
I order her the same drink she was drinking, and a beer for myself. "So, what's your name?"
"Juliette." she moves her seat closer to me, and I start to get nervous. "That's a pretty name! I'm Caspar." We shake hands, and her eyes flicker to my lips.
She leans in closer, and our lips touch. I kiss back for a few seconds, trying to feel something. Anything. We stop kissing, and she looks at me, breathless. "How was that" she cooes. "Er..." I sip my drink, trying to think of what to say.
"Am I that bad of a kisser?" She rolls her eyes, and sips her own drink. "Well.. Um... You see... I don't..." She puts her hand over mine. "Are you..." I nod my head. "Me too." She giggles, and sips her drink once again.
"I just had to find out for sure." She places her drink down. "Me too."
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