Disclaimer: The authors do not own the SNK characters used in the story!!!
({May be triggering!})
No point of view
Levi was all alone in his wood based room, gun clicked on the side of his head, and his finger resting on the trigger, waiting for the sudden urge to pull it. His room was completely silent, the sun gleamed its way through the blinds, the superior looked towards the sun. His tears began to fall down his pointed cheeks, trying to absorb the final scene before he pulled the trigger.
"You told me to not have no regrets," he muttered, looking down at the floor, "a-and now your.....gone."
Eren was just outside the hallway as he heard tearful muttering, he followed the noise until he went in front of the superiors room, his stomach began to fill up with butterflies. He liked Levi, and was always too chicken to show it.
He recollected himself before whispering "H-Heichou?" no response.
Eren continued to hear his muttering, his voice getting more and more constricted with tears.
"What the hell am I supposed to do now," he heard, "I can't be left alone! Isabel........ Farlan.........Erwin......Smith..."
'The veterans?" Eren asked himself.
Then he heard the click of a gun, that's when he grew scared, he barged into Levi's room, and what he saw horrified him to no end. Levi Ackerman, in a black shirt and grey sweatpants, his face blotchy from tears and with a .44 caliber pistol pressed against his forehead, his finger lightly over the trigger.
"Levi-Heichou...." The brown haired boy said.
"Get out of here brat!" He yelled, gritting his teeth.
"No," the boy said, "Levi, No!!"
"There is no stopping me." The superior said, his finger starting to tighten around the trigger.
"No!!" Eren said, and bolted to the shorter male, he wrestled the shorter superior and managed to get the gun away from Levi. Somewhere during their brawl the jacket slipped of the younger males broad shoulders, as the next thing they both knew, they were on the ground. Levi slumped on Eren's shoulder.
"Levi," he said softly, "why?"
He didn't answer the boy, tears continued to fall. He then lifted his hand, and placed it on top of Eren's the one that held the gun, lifting it to his temple.. The younger boy clicked it in place.
"Levi..... I--" the younger boy said, confused by what Levi was doing.
"Just do it." The superior croaked.
"Why?" the brown haired male asked, his cheek resting on the olders head it reeked of sweat and oddly sweet.
"I'm suffering Eren," Levi said, images of Isabel and Farlan in his head, " I want it to end it now."
Eren grit his teeth, and spat through his teeth. "You fucking bastard!"
The superior looked up at him, shocked.
"You c-cant fucking leave me!" Eren shouted, his voice cracking in tears.
"Tch," said the superior, looking down again, "why do you have to make it harder than it has to be?" He then snatched the gun from Eren's grip, And scooted away.
"Why do you think this is the only way?" He said, placing his hand on top of Levi's.
The superior looked to the side, tears falling down his angled cheekbones, trying not to look at the younger boy's green eyes.
"Answer me!" He yelled, causing the older man to flinch, the room rang in its silence.
"Its better than being eaten." He lied, Isabel and Farlan's dead corpses flashing on his mind.
"You killed over Thirty titans!" Eren continued to yell, "how the hell are you going to save humanity when you quitting right here......" His voice began to crack, "and asking me to do it for you."
"I-I..." The superior muttered, grabbing the gun in frustration, "Just hand me the damn gun!"
They both rose from the wooden floor, anger in both of their eyes. Levi has the gun on his hands.
"You fucking coward!" Eren yelled once again his throat used to the ripping it caused, reaching for the gun once again.
They wrestled once again, both angry and wanted each other safe. Levi grew tired of all of the fighting, and pointed the gun at Eren. His hands shook to no end.
"E-Eren," he said, his voice, just like his hands were shaking, "this isnt what I want....Please stop."
Eren puffed out his chest clenching his fists trying to make himself look bigger . His cheeks became covered in tears. "Will it make you feel better? Knowing that I nearly killed you?"
"Please," Levi said, clicking the gun on his head, raising his hand, "Eren,just stop, please."
"Why?!" He said, "Why do I have to stop?!"
"Because," the superior said quietly, "I-I lost everyone ever loved..."
Eren remained silent, and let it all sink in, Heichou was damaged, lost and felt alone.
He remained cool as he walked towards the shorter man. Levi's arm tightened, so did the rest of his body.
"I love you, Heichou." The boy said, his cheeks turning into a dark pink.
The shorter man went rigid, his eyes wide open by the younger man's actions. He leaned in and placed a long, heartfelt kiss earning a wide eyed expression from the younger male.
"He loved me?" He thought, "he really loves me?"
As the young boy shifted his weight, the shorter male wrapped his arm tighter around Eren's neck, bringing him in closer.
The two broke their kiss, Eren placed his hands firmly on Levi's wide hips, and stared directly into the older man's steel grey puffy eyes. He kicked the abandoned gun away.
"Do not ever do that again,," He said, his tears finally dried, "I love you."
"I promise," he said, "I love you too."
Authors note: This is LivingChaos and I would like to thank @heichousass on Instagram, for being such an awesome RPer! If you find this, please comment so I can give you all the credit you deserve.
Photo credit to @heichousass as well
