Dear, diary
Ugh this is lame. why am I even writing in this thing. I mean I got it from my mom about a month ago and I don't even know why I'm writing in here.
Anyway, my name is Kalani, Not KAah-LAN-ey , its KUHLANI. that's how it's pronounced. I'm a 15 year old freshman and I seriously have no friends.
I fucking hate life.
Sometimes I cut myself to see if it will help me and it actually does.
I guess I'm bisexual, well not exactly. i honestly don't know. a girl kissed me and I might of liked it but then I'm in love with a boy. But I guess because of that girl who kissed me incident I have no friends. I guess that's why my mom bought this for me. because her daughter has no friends.
You can say I'm a total girly girl. I have a annoying brother that is overprotective his name is cam. he is 17 going on to 18 soon. yep he's a senior.
And I have a super crazy crush on this guy named Hayes. OH MY GOD he is breath taking but the thing is that he is 19.5 I might not have a chance but you never no that's only about 5 years older than me. That's not to bad.
He never talks to me though. I always see him walking around and swimming at the beach. he is soooo hot but when he takes off his shirt. OH LORD your skin freaking melts off.
And I heard he throws the most amazing party's that I of course have never been to. I have actually never been to a party that was for crazy highschoolers. that's to show you I have no friends.
My life really sucks. well I have to go now. Cam is nagging about me being late for school.Ill write in you later I guess.
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•Dear, Diary•
FanfictionA girl writes in a diary all of the things she does, but oneday she does something terrible, something that can't be undone or forgotten. This tells you what happens to her in the diary she left behind. "There is no going back"
