Love Is Evil...

Letting go...

It's one of life's most hardest tasks,
It hurts...
I've tried to put on a smile, but it's just a mask...
Gotta forget!
Why won't your face be erased from my mind?
I'm tired!
I've tried to free myself, but I'm stuck in this bind!
fuck off!
I can't take this torture! It's fucking killing me!
No more!
Love is blinding! Trying to find my way, but I can't see!
Fuck love!
I've put my heart and soul into it. For what?
Wasting life...
I have fallen so low. I'm stuck in this rut...
No tears.
I've cried so much, my eyes have gone dry!
Just anger.
I don't know wether to say "I love you!" Or "go die!"
So much...
Was given for you! Why the fuck am I here anyway?!?
Such a waste...
I'm stuck here knowing that I have wasted my days,
On you!
Life is good, but it sucks too! I hate it!
Fuck life!
It's like butterflies gathering around a price of shit!
Pretty ugly!
What was good is now fucked up and depressing!
Dear God!
Please end this! I'm just alone I must confess!
Hell awaits,
Because what was good is now fucking gone...
Bad choices.
What made me do this? Satan's evil spawn?
Kill me!
End this rage! End this sadness! Death calls!
Like I said,
It hurts! I can't stop this fall!
Please God!
I'm done. I want no more of this life...
I'll be happy,
When it's all gone. No more pain, no more strife...
Goodbye..
I'm gonna sign out, I've overstayed my welcome.
Dont stop,
This hate for life, I'm so fucking done!
And remember...
Be careful with the decisions you make!
They change...
You're life and what paths you might take!

...so here I am. Anger in My heart and evil in My brain!
Death calls!
I've tried so hard, but I can't stay sane!

...fuck it all...