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Time flies and so did the shoots. It went great and i think the photographer liked me, we made good friends over the days. I took a cab home and when i arrived in NY city it was dark. It was 3am i think. At this point i could drop and sleep on the hard concrete. My feet were tired just like the rest of my body.

I make it to our appartment and step inside to be met with a dirty appartement, filled with bottles of alcohol. I make it to the bedroom to see Ace in bed his hair infront of his face. I gently push the hair out of his face. He looks so peacefull just laying there.

I change in the bathroom and because of the light i see a pile of what seems like clothes in the corner next to the tv. I walk over and see that it's a person. God Ace what have you been doing. I push his head up to look at his face. I don't know this guy. His eyes slowly opened. "Oh, i'm sorry". I say. He looks at me "i don't remember you". "Yeah, but if you want you can sleep on the couch". He slowly get's up a bit tipsy. "I can go home". I'm not sure but he seems a little to drunk to make it home.
"No it's fine". I lead him to the couch and get him a blanket. He emidiatly falls back asleep. When i make it to my bed i also do.

I open my eyes and the clock reads 9am. I got 5 hours of sleep. Mh, enough for me. I stand up and look over at Ace but he's not the only one i'm looking at. There's someone else with him. I walk closer to see a beatiful brown haired girl laying next to him. Oh.
We aren't a couple so why is this bothering me. I walk out and pour myself some water, swallowing my annoyance with it. This is not something i am going to be bitter about. I take out the box of cerial, when the other man stands up from the couch. He puts a hand against his head and i know what time it is. "Goodmorning want some cerial man". I sigh, being the tired fuck i am. "Oh i'm fine to go home, i don't want to bother you". "Your not sit down". Part of me just wants to talk, so i can not think about what the other two have done yesterday night. I hand him a bowl with cerial, water and asprin. "Thank you, so you live with Ace?" "Yeah, i'm Savanna". "Nice to meet you i'm Peter". He seems like a nice person, he has that sort of friendly smile. "So how do you know Ace?" I take a sip of water. "We're in a band". I almost choke on my water. It doesn't suprise me that he's in a band but he never talks about it. "Oh, since when?" "A year now i think". Well we never really talk, so this explaines alot. I mean we talk, just nonsense and jokes. I know that there's so much more that i don't know about him. "Oh, he never told me". "Not gonna lie, we all thought Ace was a bit weird when we met him". We laugh,  until we hear a door open and the girl comes out. "Hey want some cerial?" I hold up the bowl. Why the fuck do i say that, well she can join us. She makes this disgusted face. "No thanks" and with that she's out the door. "Jesus, Ace fucked a bitch". When i realise what i had said, Peter begins to laugh. "What did you just say HAHAHAHA". "No but who's she?" Peter's face becomes more normal again. "I don't know. Probaply someone we won't see again". I take the empty bowls and start cleaning them, along with the other shit in the appartment, Peter helped me. "What happened here?" "Oh you know, some friends came over, had sex on you couch-". "THEY WHAT" fucking disgusting. But somehow i was the only one finding that. "Oops, hahaha".

A while later Peter and i are drinking some coffee, when Ace finally wakes up. "I don't think you've slept long enough". Peter says jokingly. "Hahaha so funny". Ace sarcasticly says. When he seems suprised. "When did you got home? Did you clean?" "Well hello to you too". "Oh". I just now think about, why did i start cleaning it, it wasn't my mess.

I walk to the bedroom leaving the two alone. It still botheres me that he fucked someone. I don't want it to affect me. God dammit. I burrie my head into the pillow, hugging it tightly. My stomach starts to hurt. Even better. How wonderfull and romantic. I crie, i don't really know why, i just feel like it. Fucking hormones that mess with your body. I laugh, even tho i crie, i just hate this. I blankly stare at the wall and wipe my tears away.

I quietly walk to the bathroom not wanting them to see me. I sit down at the toilet, ah blood, explaines the situation. I sigh. I shower and put some appropriate clothes on. They aren't appropriate at all, but that's how you make most money right. "Goodbye, it was nice meeting you Peter". I head out the door. I walk to Alexa's house, it feels like hours. But i get there.

"Open up you fucker". I bang on the door. She opens the door in her pyjamas. "Your early, YOUR early. What happened". She stands there in shock, i am never early, i know. "A lot, i met this strange friend of Ace, after he fucked some bitch". She strangely looks at me. "Your something else you know that, hah". "Yeah yeah, you got something to eat?" She smiled. "Classic".

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