He's Obsessed

My bestfriend

I have a bestfriend that I met 7 years ago. We're living together now for 5 years. You might think why I live with him. Well I lost my job, and since I lost it ofc. I won't have money to pay the rent. He saw me outside of my apartment and asked me why I have all of my stuffs. I told him what happened. He offered me to live with him and I accepted it of course. Who the hell will go choosy at that situation. Imagine, you lost your house and someone offered you a new home, all free, no rent, free food, free internet, everything is free.

Living with him from this past 5 years was great and weird at the same time. It's great because there's no day passed that I didn't laugh. He's so funny, I love bubbly him, he babble a lot with me. He's so noisy, a crazy head indeed.

Baekhyun was caring too, he's kind, he's very thoughtful.  He give me stuffs that I need, Even stuffs that I don't need. He randomly give a gift to me, even though there's no occasion, from the first I find it weird but as time passed I got used to it. We're so close, we even have different call signs he call me bam I call him bi, sometimes I call him bro, bub, but most of the time I call him kyoong.

If he have free time, he always ask me to go out, he always treat me foods, I became his eating buddy. Everything was fun. Living with him was fun! But as I've said there's some behavior of him that I find weird.

From that 5 years of living with him I noticed that he's over acting if I get along with our other male friends, even tho to some random male that I know. He always get mad at me when I laugh, talk, and get along with our other friends. He's like a child who wants all of his parent attention.

He sometimes ask me too, to give him some stuffs that I have, I asked him what's the reason, and he just say that it is for remembrance purposes, eh? Remembrance? Remembrance for what?

He's clingy too, like he randomly snug to me when I'm chilling at the sofa, he always cling to me when we're out. Like a couple, that's why all of people think we're couple even tho. Not. We held hands while walking, we play sometimes while walking. We laugh and talk a lot while walking. Sometimes people ask us if we're a couple, i always say "no, we're not". I always notice baekhyun's reaction towards that answer. I can always see his smile drop when I say we're just friends.

Would it be possible that he have a feelings for me? It's possible I guess.
From that 7 years of being friends. I admit that I fell for him, and I've been hiding it to him for 7 years. Yes, I fell for him since the day we've become friends.

Those behavior of him give me a lot of question in my head. Also there's one more weird thing that he's been hiding of. From that 5 years of living with him, there's a room in his house that is not allowed to get in. Even me is not allowed, everyone is curious about what's that room have, to the point that he need to hide it from me, from us. What's his secret?