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When you love somebody and bite your tongue, all you get is a mouth full of blood
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"Hey you. What's going on?" Namjoon asked, looking up as Taehyung suddenly appeared in front of him and sat down on the bench. He handed the other a cup of tea, flashing a slight smile."Thanks." Taehyung sighed, taking the cardboard cup. "I have a problem and I think only you can help me. Even though that's fucking weird because I'm so close to doing the same thing you did to me." He explained, looking down at the cup of tea.
"Okay, I'm listening." Namjoon leaned back, looking aside at the other.
"Well." Taehyung hesitated. "I've been in love with Hoseok, for years now, and now that he's back I realized the feelings I had for him stayed exactly the same and it's killing me."
"I knew it!" Namjoon sat up with a smile, staring at Taehyung. "I fucking knew it." he added.
"Yeah, well." Taehyung sighed. "He was literally my first love. Yoongi knew, he was the only one I ever told actually and I hope you can keep it a secret too."
"Of course. Man, first love..." Namjoon slowly leaned back. "Well what's the problem, just confess? I'm sure he likes you back."
"I won't risk it. If he doesn't, I'll lose him, so that's off the table." Taehyung turned towards Namjoon.
"Wow, this is exactly like I'm listening to myself before." Namjoon chuckled.
"Let's say I understand you fully now. I mean how you felt when you had to choose." Taehyung looked away.
"Well that's ironic isn't it?" Namjoon chuckled as he took a sip of the tea.
"Help me, my head is going to explode. I love Jungkook, I really do, but I just know he will never make me feel the way Hoseok does and it's so dumb and confusing." Taehyung stopped, but after a moment he continued.
"Okay, you know what I think? I think those feelings you have for Hoseok will only get worse as the time passes. Because you know, I think my feelings for Seokjin never really faded because of uncertainty. Because I didn't know if he liked me back, if that makes sense. That hope kinda keeps you on the hook." Namjoon explained, taking a sip of the tea.
"So what should I do? You think I should get with Jungkook or risk losing literally the only person who gets me?" Taehyung asked, staring at the other.
"Yeah. I think you should get with Jungkook. It seems wrong but, why would you self sabotage and dump someone who would literally do anything for you? Isn't it logical?" He replied, looking back at the other.
Taehyung took a sip after which he spoke. "But that's literally what you've done and look how it turned out."
"I really don't have any other advice. You have to decide. You risk it or you go safe." Namjoon replied.
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𝐂𝐔𝐏𝐈𝐃 𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐖𝐄𝐃 𝐔𝐏 | taekook / vhope
Fanfic"There's a thing between us, an awesome fucking thing, can you feel it? It burns. Meant to be. We were never meant to be." Where Jungkook and Taehyung meet in a weird way that must be fate but as the time passes and the angel turns out to be just a...